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pare till it was over. The boys would have admitted Hugh; for he could now play as well as anybody; but he was in no mood for play now. He climbed his tree, and sat there, stinging his mind with the thought of his having carried his boastings into the kitchen, and with his recollection of Mrs. Watson's laugh. It often happened that Firth and Hugh met at this tree; and it happened now. There was room for both; and Firth mounted, and read for some time. At last, he seemed to be struck by Hugh's restlessness and heavy sighs; and he asked whether he had not got something to amuse himself with. "No. I don't want to amuse myself," said Hugh, stretching so as almost to throw himself out of the tree. "Why, what's the matter? Did not you come off well with your theme? I heard somebody say you were quite enough set up about it." "Where is the use of doing a thing well, if nobody cares about it?" said Hugh. "I don't believe anybody at Crofton cares a bit about me--cares whether I get on well or ill--except Dale. If I take pains and succeed, they only laugh at me." "Ah! you don't understand school and school-boys yet," replied Firth. "To do a difficult lesson well is a grand affair at home, and the whole house knows of it. But it is the commonest thing in the world here. If you learn to feel with these boys, instead of expecting them to feel with you (which they cannot possibly do), you will soon find that they care for you accordingly." Hugh shook his head. "You will find in every school in England," continued Firth, "that it is not the way of boys to talk about feelings--about anybody's feelings. That is the reason why they do not mention their sisters or their mothers--except when two confidential friends are together, in a tree, or by themselves in the meadows. But, as sure as ever a boy is full of action--if he tops the rest at play--holds his tongue, or helps others generously--or shows a manly spirit without being proud of it, the whole school is his friend. You have done well, so far, by growing more and more sociable; but you will lose ground if you boast about your lessons out of school. To prosper at Crofton, you must put off home, and make yourself a Crofton boy." "I don't care about that," said Hugh. "I give it all up. There is nothing but injustice here." "Nothing but injustice! Pray, am I unjust?" "No--not you--not so far. But----" "Is Mr. Tooke unjust?" "Yes--very." "Pray how, and when?
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