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ely duties, the spinster friend in hers, administering balms and counsels; the wife at Merriston House, and the spinster friend in the little sitting-room where, for so many years, he had come to her with all his moods and misfortunes. She felt that her eyes fixed themselves on him with a cold menace as he stood there on the other side of the fire and, putting his foot on the fender, looked first at her and then down at the flames. His very silence was full of the sense of injury; but she knew that hers was the compelling silence and that she could force him to be the first to speak. And so it was that presently he said: 'Well, Helen, this is great news.' 'Yes, isn't it?' she answered. 'It has been a year of news, hasn't it?' He stared, courteously blank, and something in her was pleased to observe that he looked silly with his affectation of blandness. 'I beg your pardon?' 'You had your great event, and I, now, have mine.' 'Ah yes, I see.' 'It's all rather queer when one comes to think of it,' said Helen. 'Althea, my new friend--whom I told you of here, only a few months ago--and her friend. How important they have become to us, and how little, last summer, we could have dreamed of it.' She, too, was speaking artificially, and was aware of it; but she was well aware that Gerald didn't find that she looked silly. She had every advantage over the friend who came with his pretended calm and his badly hidden rancour. And since he stood silent, looking at the fire, she added, mildly and cheerfully: 'I am so glad for your happiness, Gerald, and I hope that you are glad for mine.' He looked up at her now, and she could not read the look; it hid something--or else it sought for something hidden; and in its oddity--which reminded her of a blind animal dazedly seeking its path--it so nearly touched her that, with a revulsion from any hint of weakening pity for him, it made her bitterness against him greater than before. 'I'm afraid I can't say I'm glad, Helen,' he replied. 'I'm too amazed, still, to feel anything except'--he seemed to grope for a word and then to give it up--'amazement.' 'I was surprised myself,' said Helen. 'I had not much hope left of anything so fortunate happening to me.' 'You feel it, then, so fortunate?' 'Don't you think that it is--to marry millions,' Helen asked, smiling, 'and to have found such a good man to care for me?' 'I think it is he who is fortunate,' said Gerald, af
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