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eak to you, to--to open my heart to you." Her lips trembled. "Perhaps I am wrong, perhaps I have no right to be here to say what I am going to say. I told Connie; she--she knows that I have come here, and she knows why." "Yes; go on." "If--if you loved him it would be different. I would not dare think of saying anything then. I think I would be glad. I could, at any rate, be reconciled to it, because it would be for his happiness. If you loved him--but you don't--you don't! He is a man who could not live without love. It is part of his life. He might think, might believe that he would be content to take you because you are lovely and--and good and clever, and all those things that I am not, even though you do not love him, but the time would come when his heart would ache for the love you withheld. Oh, Joan--Joan, forgive me--forgive me, but I must speak. I think you would if you were in my place!" The cold bitterness was passing slowly from Joan's face. There came a tinge of colour into her cheeks; her eyes that watched the girl grew softer and more tender. "Go on," she said; "go on, tell me!" "I have nothing more to say." "Yes, you have--you have much more. You have this to say--you love him and want him, you wish to take him from me. Is that it, Ellice?" "If you loved him I would not have dared to come. I would have told myself that I was content. But you don't. I have watched you--yes, spied on you--looking for some sign of tenderness that would prove to me that you loved him; but it never came. And so I know that you are marrying Johnny Everard with no love, accepting all the great love that he is offering to you and giving him nothing in exchange. Oh, it is not fair!" "It is not fair," Joan said; "it is not fair, and yet I thought of that. I told him just what you have told me, and still he seemed to be content." "Because he loves you so, and because he has hope in the future, because in spite of everything he still hopes that he might win your heart, and I know that he never can." "How do you know that?" "Because I--I think you have already given your heart away." And now Joan's eyes flamed, the anger came back. "By what right do you say that? How dared you say that?" "It is only what I believed. I believed that a woman so sweet, so beautiful, so good as you, must love. You could not live your life without love. If it has not come yet, then it will come some day, and then if you are
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