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d. With a stifled cry Angela turned away, and, covering her face with both hands, sobbed as if her heart would break. The little school-teacher trembled all over. She had come here--giving her time and money--far more than she could afford--and her nerve-tissue, in Nick Hilliard's cause; and all in the hope of making his "star" see the error of her ways. But when the cruel star broke down and cried uncontrollably, in anguish of soul, the hardness and anger which Nick's champion had cherished melted into pity. "I do hope you'll forgive me," she stammered. "I--I didn't mean to make you suffer like this. I'm so afraid I've done everything all wrong! But I let my feelings carry me away. I thought if you loved him a little after all, maybe----" "Loved him! I love him so much that it's killing me!" Angela broke out through her tears. "I can't sleep at night, for thinking of him, longing for him, and telling myself it's all over--all the joy of waking up to a new day and knowing I shall see him. Ah, night is terrible! I pray for peace, and just as I begin to hope--to be a little calmer, at least by day, out in the sunshine looking at the white mountains, you, a stranger, come and tell me that I _don't love him!_" "I wouldn't have dared if I didn't love him myself," Sara retorted, choking on the words. "You see--I _know_. But if you care for him like this, if you're so unhappy without him, why did you send him away broken-hearted?" Angela flung her hands up, then dropped them hopelessly. With no attempt to hide her tear-blurred face she answered: "I sent him away because I am married. I said 'It is impossible'; not--what he seems to think I said." "Oh, how sad!" The little school-teacher was confronting real tragedy for the first time in her gray, conscientious existence. "How sorry I am. Forgive me! But--you know, it isn't I who matter." "No," Angela echoed. "It isn't you." "You didn't tell him? You gave him no idea?" "I hadn't a chance. There'd been an evening, a little while before, when I'd meant to tell if--if anything happened. But--we were interrupted." "He thinks you're a young widow." "Yes. It's only in the sight of the world that I have a husband--that I _ever_ had one. When I came to America I left the man for good, and took another name." "'Mrs. May' isn't your real name?" "No. I'll tell you if you like----" "You needn't. But you ought to tell _him_. That, and everything. I don't mean
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