FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   >>  
the vitals of the young and wear away life long before its natural period, fell upon her:--and _now_, nothing remained to him, who had hoped to have her as his companion through life, but the Bible she had used during her sickness, and which was found on the table by her couch after her death, open and marked at the very place I have told you about; together with the faded primrose which he had gathered for her on the last morning of her life. This was a very sad event for those who were left behind to lament the loss of one whom they had loved so dearly. The Mother indeed, who had known other trials of life, bent her head submissively to this one, and cherishing sweet recollections of her daughter's piety and goodness, looked forward to a time of reunion in a happier world. But the poor young man, whose name was Theodore, never having known a care or a sorrow before, was stupefied and overpowered by this sudden destruction of all his hopes and happiness. Seeing, however, that _her_ last thought had been the mercy and goodness of God, he tried to make it _his_ thought too; and he would sit for hours looking at the verse which she had marked in the Bible. But unfortunately he made no effort besides, and having no kind relatives or friends near him to rouse him from his melancholy stupor to some of the active duties of life, he spent many many weeks in listless sorrow, not caring much what became either of himself, his dependents, or his property. And though he had become, by degrees, so far resigned as to believe that every thing was for the best--even _her_ death--he now took up a strange and dismal fancy, that though the Almighty was a God of goodness and justice, it was quite impossible that He should _love_ any beings so sinful and ungrateful as the human race. This vain distinction of a morbid imagination was the result of that solitude, inactivity, and the constantly dwelling upon himself and his own troubles, to which he had unfortunately given himself up, and which had brought his mind into such an unhealthy state, that he could neither reason nor think properly. In this condition of feeling, having one day wandered to a considerable distance from home, he sat down on the greensward to rest; when lo! after he had remained there for some little time musing, as usual, he saw approaching him two shining creatures, who looked like spirits or angels, and as they came up to him they looked at him very earnestly
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   77   78   79   80   81   82   83   84   85   86   87   88   89   90   91   92   93   94   95   96   >>  



Top keywords:

goodness

 

looked

 

thought

 
remained
 
sorrow
 

marked

 

ungrateful

 

justice

 
beings
 

Almighty


impossible
 

sinful

 

degrees

 

dependents

 

caring

 

duties

 

listless

 

property

 
strange
 

resigned


dismal

 

greensward

 

feeling

 

wandered

 

considerable

 

distance

 

spirits

 

angels

 

earnestly

 

creatures


shining

 

musing

 
approaching
 

condition

 

constantly

 

inactivity

 

dwelling

 
active
 
troubles
 

solitude


result

 
distinction
 

morbid

 

imagination

 
brought
 
reason
 

properly

 

unhealthy

 

vitals

 

morning