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. It was very still. Ursula lay calmly asleep, with baby Maud in her bosom; on her other side, with eyes wide open to the daylight, lay--that which for more than ten years we had been used to call "blind Muriel." She saw, now. * * * * * The same day at evening we three were sitting in the parlour; we elders only--it was past the children's bed-time. Grief had spent itself dry; we were all very quiet. Even Ursula, when she came in from fetching the boys' candle, as had always been her custom, and though afterwards I thought I had heard her going up-stairs, likewise from habit,--where there was no need to bid any mother's good-night now--even Ursula sat in the rocking-chair, nursing Maud, and trying to still her crying with a little foolish baby-tune that had descended as a family lullaby from one to the other of the whole five--how sad it sounded! John--who sat at the table, shading the light from his eyes, an open book lying before him, of which he never turned one page--looked up at her. "Love, you must not tire yourself. Give me the child." "No, no! Let me keep my baby--she comforts me so." And the mother burst into uncontrollable weeping. John shut his book and came to her. He supported her on his bosom, saying a soothing word or two at intervals, or when the paroxysm of her anguish was beyond all bounds supporting her silently till it had gone by; never once letting her feel that, bitter as her sorrow was, his was heavier than hers. Thus, during the whole of the day, had he been the stay and consolation of the household. For himself--the father's grief was altogether dumb. At last Mrs. Halifax became more composed. She sat beside her husband, her hand in his, neither speaking, but gazing, as it were, into the face of this their great sorrow, and from thence up to the face of God. They felt that He could help them to bear it; ay, or anything else that it was His will to send--if they might thus bear it, together. We all three sat thus, and there had not been a sound in the parlour for ever so long, when Mrs. Tod opened the door and beckoned me. "He will come in--he's crazy-like, poor fellow! He has only just heard--" She broke off with a sob. Lord Ravenel pushed her aside and stood at the door. We had not seen him since the day of that innocent jest about his "falling in love" with Muriel. Seeing us all so quiet, and the parlour look
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