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n; until the baronet said, "My friends, I think we are forgetting our courtesy. Allow me to give you without more delay--the toast I was about to propose,--'Health, long life, and happiness to Mr. Guy Halifax.'" And so poor Guy's birthday toast was drunk; almost in silence; and the few words he said in acknowledgment were just listened to, scarcely heard. Every one rose from table, and the festivities were over. One by one all our guests began to make excuse. One by one, involuntarily perhaps, yet not the less painfully and plainly, they all shrunk away from us, as if in the universal trouble we, who had nothing to fear, had no part nor lot. Formal congratulations, given with pale lips and wandering eyes; brusque adieux, as some of the more honest or less courteous showed but too obviously how cruelly, even resentfully, they felt the inequalities of fortune; hasty departures, full of a dismay that rejected angrily every shadow of consolation;--all these things John had to meet and to bear. He met them with composure; scarcely speaking a word, as indeed what was there to say? To all the friendly speeches, real or pretended, he listened with a kind of sad gravity: of all harsher words than these--and there were not a few--he took not the least notice, but held his place as master of the house; generously deaf and blind to everything that it were as well the master of the house should neither hear nor see. At last he was left, a very Pariah of prosperity, by his own hearth, quite alone. The last carriage had rolled away; the tired household had gone to bed; there was no one in the study but me. John came in and stood leaning with both his arms against the fireplace, motionless and silent. He leant there so long, that at last I touched him. "Well, Phineas!" I saw this night's events had wounded him to the core. "Are you thinking of these honest, friendly, disinterested guests of ours? Don't! They are not worth a single thought." "Not an angry thought, certainly." And he smiled at my wrath--a sad smile. "Ah, Phineas! now I begin to understand what is meant by the curse of prosperity." CHAPTER XXXI A great, eager, but doggedly-quiet crowd, of which each had his or her--for it was half women--individual terror to hide, his or her individual interest to fight for, and cared not a straw for that of any one else. It was market-day, and this crowd was collected and collecting every m
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