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t think I ought to be asked," said Ayala. "Well, you shall not be asked. I will not be cruel to you. But do you not know that if I ask anything it is with a view to your own good?" "Oh, yes," said Ayala. "But though I may not ask I suppose I may speak." To this Ayala made no reply, either assenting or dissenting. "You know, do you not, that I and Colonel Stubbs love each other like brother and sister,--more dearly than many brothers and sisters?" "I suppose so." "And that therefore he tells me everything. He told me what took place in the wood,--and because of that he has gone away." "Of course you are angry with me;--because he has gone away." "I am sorry that he has gone,--because of the cause of it. I always wish that he should have everything that he desires; and now I wish that he should have this thing because he desires it above all other things." Does he desire it above all other things?--thought Ayala to herself. And, if it be really so, cannot I now tell her that he shall have it? Cannot I say that I too long to get it quite as eagerly as he longs to have it? The suggestion rushed quickly to her mind; but the answer to it came as quickly. No;--she would not do so. No offer of the kind would come from her. By what she had said must she abide,--unless, indeed, he should come to her again. "But why should you go, Ayala, because he has gone? Why should you say aloud that you had come here to listen to his offer, and that you had gone away as soon as you had resolved that, for this reason or that, it was not satisfactory to you?" "Oh, Lady Albury." "That would be the conclusion drawn. Remain here with us, and see if you can like us well enough to be one of us." "Dear Lady Albury, I do love you dearly." "What he may do I cannot say. Whether he may bring himself to try once again I do not know,--nor will I ask you whether there might possibly be any other answer were he to do so." "No!" said Ayala, driven by a sudden fit of obstinacy which she could not control. "I ask no questions about it, but I am sure it will be better for you to remain here for a few weeks. We will make you happy if we can, and you can learn to think over what has passed without emotion." Thus it was decided that Ayala should prolong her visit into the middle of March. She could not understand her own conduct when she again found herself alone. Why had she ejaculated that sudden "No," when Lady Albury had suggested
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