ave you." With this he
walked out of the room, and the words which Sir Thomas threw after
him had no effect in recalling him.
It must be acknowledged that Hamel had been very foolish in referring
to Aunt Emmeline's threat. Who does not know that words are
constantly used which are intended to have no real effect? Who does
not know that an angry woman will often talk after this fashion?
But it was certainly the fact that Aunt Emmeline had more than once
declared to Lucy that she could not be allowed to remain one of
that family unless she would give up her lover. Lucy, in her loyal
endeavours to explain to her lover her own position, had told him of
the threat, and he, from that moment, had held himself prepared to
find a home for his future wife should that threat be carried into
execution. Sir Thomas was well aware that such words had been spoken,
but he knew his wife, and knew how little such words signified. His
wife, without his consent, would not have the power to turn a dog
from Merle Park. The threat had simply been an argument intended to
dissuade Lucy from her choice; and now it had been thrown in his
teeth just when he had intended to make provision for this girl, who
was not, in truth, related to him, in order that he might ratify her
choice! He was very angry with the young prig who had thus rushed out
of his presence. He was angry, too, with his wife, who had brought
him into his difficulty by her foolish threat. But he was angry,
also, with himself, knowing that he had been wrong to accuse the man
of a falsehood.
CHAPTER XXXIV.
"I NEVER THREATENED TO TURN YOU OUT."
Then there were written the following letters, which were sent and
received before Sir Thomas went to Merle Park, and therefore, also,
before he again saw Lucy.
DEAREST, DEAREST LOVE,
I have been, as desired, to Lombard Street, but I fear
that my embassy has not led to any good. I know myself
to be about as bad an ambassador as any one can send. An
ambassador should be soft and gentle,--willing to make
the best of everything, and never prone to take offence,
nor should he be addicted specially to independence. I
am ungentle, and apt to be suspicious,--especially if
anything be said derogatory to my art. I am proud of being
an artist, but I am often ashamed of myself because I
exhibit my pride. I may say the same of my spirit of
independence. I am determined to be independent if I
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