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selves, deep down in our heart, and smoulder there without smoke, until some sudden gust of emotion--sorrow--pleasure--anger--God knows what--fans it into a blaze that we cannot extinguish--into flames so high that they reach from earth to heaven and light the whole world for us? Yes, and not only the whole world, but all that unmapped country within us of which we know so little and in which we are so apt to lose ourselves." "He asked me," said the girl. "I had known in a vague way that the question must come--and I think you knew it too, for that was what you meant the other day, wasn't it? And I was quite prepared. I meant to answer him. I meant to stick at nothing, to satisfy him whatever he asked--and I was going to lie. And as I spoke the words I knew that they were true, I knew that I loved him, Isabella. No, nothing to do with pity, although you may be right when you say that pity had something to do with it in the beginning--but love, such as I did not know was possible to me." "And now," asked the older woman, gently, "are you glad or sorry?" "Sorry!" she cried. "Sorry! How could I be sorry? I am glad." "You welcome love?" "I welcome it. It is so wonderful--so beautiful----" "Love brings suffering." "I am not afraid of suffering--for myself--only for him. If suffering comes, it can never take from me the joy I have known." "The price of love is heavy." "No matter the price, I will pay it gladly." There was no mistaking the gladness and the courage which rang in the words. "Poor child! poor child!" said Isabella softly. "Do not pity me. There is no need for pity," she said earnestly. "Isabella--if I lost him--to-morrow--still, I have known--but he is not going to die, he is going to live." "The doctor thinks so?" "Yes; he says there is no reason why he should not live out his allotted span of life--those were his words." Isabella did not speak--she was thinking only of Francis, and not at all of the girl beside her. Which was best for him? Would it not be kinder, happier, if he died now before he knew? Her face was very grave and sad; so much so, indeed, that Philippa repeated the words she had spoken, "He will not die. And I have promised to marry him." "The difficulties are enormous." The words broke from Isabella half against her will. Of what use to speak of difficulties to the girl whose mind refused to acknowledge the existence of any? "I have planne
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