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or a Sister of Charity, or a governess, or a hospital nurse, or a nun--no companion for a man destined to move the world! "Barty, you don't _know_ what you are; you have never _thought_; you have never yet looked _within_! "Barty, with Julia by your side and me at your back, you will be a leader of men, and sway the destinies of your country, and raise it above all other nations, and make it the arbiter of Europe--of the whole world--and your seed will ever be first among the foremost of the earth. "Will you give up all this for a pair of bright black eyes and a pretty white skin? Isn't Julia white enough for you? "A painter? What a trade for a man built like you! Take the greatest of them; what have they ever really mattered? What do they matter now, except to those who want to imitate them and can't, or to those who live by buying cheap the fruits of their long labors, and selling them dear as so much wall furniture for the vulgar rich? Besides, you will never be a great painter; you've begun too late! "Think of yourself ten years hence--a king among men, with the world at your feet, and at those of the glorious woman who will have smoothed your path to greatness and fame and power! Mistress and wife--goddess and queen in one! "Think of the poor struggling painter, painting his poor little pictures in his obscure corner to feed half a dozen hungry children and the anxious, careworn wife, whose beauty has long faded away in the petty, sordid, hopeless domestic struggle, just as her husband's little talent has long been wasted and used up in wretched pot-boilers for mere bread; think of poverty, debt, and degradation, and all the miserable ugliness of life--the truest, tritest, and oldest story in the world! Love soon flies out of the window when these wolves snarl at the door. "Think of all this, Barty, and think of the despair you are bringing on one lost lonely soul who loves you as a mother loves her first-born, and has founded such hopes on you; dismiss this pretty little middle-class puritan from your thoughts and go back to Julia. "I will not hurry your decision; I will come back in exactly a week from to-night. I am at your mercy. "Martia." This letter made Barty very unhappy. It was a strang
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