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t at times would have engulfed it altogether, but for that unflinching reasonableness which made her the girl she was. "It may be," Edith had said to herself; "it _may_ be that what I said to her in the garden made her so angry that she tried to kill herself; but why should it have made her angry? I didn't injure her. Besides, she dragged it out of me! I couldn't lie. She said, 'You love him.' I _would_ not lie, and say I didn't! But what harm did it do her?" So she reasoned; but reason did not keep her from suffering. "Did _I_ drive her to it?" Edith said, over and over. So when her mother told her Eleanor wanted to speak to her, she grew a little pale. When she entered Eleanor's room her heart was beating so hard she felt smothered, but she was perfectly matter of fact. "Anything I can do for you, Eleanor?" she said. She stood at the foot of the bed, holding on to the carved bed post. Eleanor looked at her for a silent moment, then gathered herself together. "Edith," she said (she was very hoarse and spoke with difficulty), "I don't want to bother Maurice about--about my accident. So I am going to ask you, please, not to refer to it to him. Not to tell him anything about it. _Anything._ Promise me." "Of course I won't!" Edith said. As she spoke she forgot herself in pity for the scared, haggard face. ("Oh, _was_ it my fault?" she thought, with a real pang.) And before she knew it her coldness was all gone and she was at Eleanor's side; she sat down on the edge of the bed and caught her hand impulsively. "Eleanor," she said, "I've been awfully unhappy, for fear anything I said--that morning--troubled you? Of course there was no sense in talking that way, for either of us. So please forgive me! _Was_ it what I said, that made you--that bothered you, I mean? I'm so unhappy," Edith said, and caught her lip between her teeth to keep it steady; her eyes were bright with tears. "Eleanor, truly I am _nothing_ to--to anybody. Nobody cares a copper for me! Do be kind to me. Oh--I've been awfully unhappy; and I'm _so_ glad you're better." Instantly the smoldering fire broke into flame: "I'm _not_ better," Eleanor said, "and you wouldn't be glad if I were." It was as if she struck her hand upon those generous young lips. Edith sprang to her feet. "Eleanor!" Eleanor sat up in bed, her hands behind her, propping her up; her cheeks were dully red, her eyes glowing. "All this talk about making me unhappy means nothing at al
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