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d I take care of you too, Grandy,--don't I? I prayed for that too; and as to carriages," added Sophy, with superb air, "I don't care if I am never in a carriage as long as I live; and you know I have been in a van, which is bigger than a carriage, and I didn't like that at all. But how came people to behave so ill to you, Grandy?" "I never said people behaved ill to me, Sophy." "Did not they take away the carpets and silk curtains, and all the fine things you had as a little boy?" "I don't know," replied Waife, with a puzzled look, "that people actually took them away; but they melted away. "However, I had much still to be thankful for: I was so strong, and had such high spirits, Sophy, and found people not behaving ill to me,--quite the contrary, so kind. I found no Crane (she monster) as you did, my little angel. Such prospects before me, if I had walked straight towards them! But I followed my own fancy, which led me zigzag; and now that I would stray back into the high road, you see before you a man whom a Justice of the Peace could send to the treadmill for presuming to live without a livelihood." SOPHY.--"Not without a livelihood!--the what did you call it?--independent income,--that is, the Three Pounds, Grandy?" WAIFE (admiringly).--"Sensible child. That is true. Yes, Heaven is very good to me still. Ah! what signifies fortune? How happy I was with my dear Lizzy, and yet no two persons could live more from hand to mouth." SOPHY (rather jealously).--"tizzy?" WAIFE (with moistened eyes, and looking down).--"My wife. She was only spared to me two years: such sunny years! And how grateful I ought to be that she did not live longer. She was saved--such--such--such shame and misery!" A long pause. Waife resumed, with a rush from memory, as if plucking himself from the claws of a harpy,--"What's the good of looking back? A man's gone self is a dead thing. It is not I--now tramping this road, with you to lean upon--whom I see, when I would turn to look behind on that which I once was: it is another being, defunct and buried; and when I say to myself, 'that being did so and so,' it is like reading an epitaph on a tombstone. So, at last, solitary and hopeless, I came back to my own land; and I found you,--a blessing greater than I had ever dared to count on. And how was I to maintain you, and take you from that long-nosed alligator called Crane, and put you in womanly gentle hands; for I never thought
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