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that it should never be possible again--and so--and so that is why I am here. And now you have come to-night, Jean! It is very, very strange, and--and"--her voice was breaking again, despite the brave efforts at self-control--"but it cannot change anything--and you must go back--to France--and to your work. Go, Jean; go now, or I--I must go, because--because--" "Marie-Louise!"--it was like some panic fear at his heart. "Marie-Louise--you do not mean that?" "There is no other way," she said. "But it is you who do not understand!" he told her frantically. "My work! Can I not still work anywhere--anywhere where you and I can live our lives together, anywhere so that the world cannot come between us again? Somewhere in America and we will begin a new life together. And is it not you that I need for that work? Is it not you that I must have if I am to work at all?" "I was not with you, Jean, in Paris," she said, and tried to smile, "and yet all the world knows the name of Jean Laparde." She held out her hands. "I am going now, Jean--and you must go back to that world. It was so grand and big, Jean, for you to do what you have done to-night--but there is _to-morrow_. Jean, dear Jean, in your great loving impulse you have not counted that. You could not live without the world you have come to know. You think you could to-night, because to-night there is only love; but to-morrow all that you would so splendidly have thrown away would begin to call to you again, and it would grow stronger and stronger, and you could never forget, and misery would come." "You do not believe me?"--it was like some cruel amazement upon him. "You do not believe me? It is because once I thought those things greater than your love! And you do not believe me now, Marie-Louise!" "It is because I will not let you spoil your life that I am going," she said slowly; "it is because I must make you understand that I will not let you do this thing; because you must, and I must make you--go back." She stood an instant looking at him, the dark eyes wide and tearless now, the lips parted bravely in a smile--and then she turned and walked from him along the deck. "Marie-Louise! No!" he cried out hoarsely, and stepped after her. "I will not go back, Marie-Louise! I will never go back! It is done! Marie-Louise! Marie-Louise!" She did not answer him until she had reached the head of the steerage companionway that led below--and
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