FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385   386   387   388   389   390   391   392   393   394   395   396  
397   398   399   400   401   402   403   404   405   406   407   408   409   410   411   412   413   414   415   416   417   418   419   420   421   >>   >|  
of death reigned in the room. Suddenly, music was heard in front of the house. They were playing the melody of a national song and hundreds of voices called out: "Long live our representative, noble Count Eberhard!" Irma, who was still lying on the ground, moved at these sounds. Gunther strode past her and went out into the courtyard. The playing ceased and the voices were silenced. Horse's steps were heard approaching, and Bruno entered the courtyard. He alighted. The sorrowful mien of Gunther and those about him, told him what had happened. He covered his face and leaned on Gunther, who led him into the house. When Gunther and Bruno entered the chamber of death, Irma had disappeared. She had shut herself up in her room. CHAPTER VII. He who destroys his life, destroys more than his own life. The child that has afflicted a father sees his upbraiding hand rise from the grave. My father has put the mark of Cain upon my brow; a mark that can never be effaced. Nevermore dare I look upon my face or permit the eyes of strangers to behold it. Can I escape from myself? My thoughts will follow me everywhere. I am an outcast, forlorn, ruined. Such was the dreary monotone that rang through Irma's soul, again and again. She lay in the darkened chamber from which every ray of light was excluded. She was alone with herself and darkness. Her thoughts were like strange voices, calling her now here, now there. And it often seemed to her as if, with finger pointed at her, her father's fiery hand shone through the darkness. She could hear Bruno's voice and Gunther's. Bruno wanted to ask her about many things, and Gunther wished to return to the city. Irma answered that she could see no one, and charged Gunther with a thousand greetings to all who loved her. Gunther cautioned the family doctor and the maid to keep a careful watch on Irma, and also sent a messenger to Emma at the convent. Irma remained in darkness and solitude. The tempter came to her, and said: "Why grieve yourself to death? You are young, and the world, with all its beauty and splendor, lies before you. There is not the faintest trace of a mark upon your brow. The hand that left it is cold and stiff in death. Rise up and be yourself again! The whole world is yours! Why pine away? Why mortify yourself? Everything lives for itself; everything lives out its allotted time. Your father completed his life;
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   372   373   374   375   376   377   378   379   380   381   382   383   384   385   386   387   388   389   390   391   392   393   394   395   396  
397   398   399   400   401   402   403   404   405   406   407   408   409   410   411   412   413   414   415   416   417   418   419   420   421   >>   >|  



Top keywords:
Gunther
 

father

 
voices
 

darkness

 

entered

 

destroys

 
chamber
 

courtyard

 
thoughts
 
playing

charged

 

strange

 

calling

 

thousand

 

wished

 
wanted
 

things

 

return

 

pointed

 

finger


answered

 

solitude

 
faintest
 

allotted

 
completed
 

mortify

 
Everything
 

messenger

 

careful

 
cautioned

family
 

doctor

 

convent

 

remained

 

beauty

 

splendor

 

grieve

 

tempter

 

behold

 

approaching


alighted

 

sorrowful

 

silenced

 
strode
 
ceased
 

disappeared

 

CHAPTER

 

leaned

 

happened

 
covered