at
dwells beneath your plumed hat. Let that world have its sway, you must
not be sad; you dare not, for my sake. You must be mistress of your
grief, just as you are mistress over me. Be firm, put all grief away
from you, and return to your KURT.
"The kiss of eternity! I alone can kiss away the sadness that clouds
your brow. I can and I will."
Irma uttered a loud shriek, and then gave way to convulsive laughter.
"Can any lips kiss this brow? How would they relish the death-sweat
which has already eaten into the flesh? How would that terrible word
taste to the lips? Kiss it away! Kiss it away! I burn! I freeze!"
The maid heard the last few words, and endeavored to go to Irma's
assistance, but the door was locked.
After some time, Irma raised her head and was surprised to find herself
on the floor. She rose and ordered a light and writing materials. She
burned the king's two letters, and then sat there for a while, with her
weary head resting upon both her hands. At last she took the pen and
wrote:
"_Queen_!
"I expiate my crime, in death. Forgive and forget.
"IRMA."
On the envelope she wrote the words, "By the hand of Gunther," "For the
queen herself."
Then she took another sheet and wrote:
"_My Friend_:
"These are the last words I shall ever address to you. We are treading
the wrong path, a path full of peril. I expiate my crime. You do not
belong to yourself alone; you belong to her and to your country. Death
is my expiation. Life must be yours. Be at one with the law that binds
you to her and to the state. You have denied both, and I have aided you
to do so. Our life, our love, has dealt terribly with you. You could no
longer be true to yourself. But now you must again become so; and that
completely. These are my dying words, and I shall gladly die, if you
will but hearken to me and to your better self. God knows we did not
mean to sin; but we sinned, for all. My judgment is written on my brow;
inscribe yours in your heart and live anew. All is still yours. I
receive the kiss of eternity from death. Listen to this voice an J
forget it not, but forget her who calls to you. I do not wish to be
remembered."
She sealed the letters and hurriedly hid them in the portfolio, for she
was interrupted. Emma, or rather Sister Euphrosyne, was announced.
CHAPTER IX.
Gunther
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