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ll more distressed when her father once rose from his place to give her some wine. 'Why do you do that?' she asked, with a touch of impatience. 'It is not for you to wait on me, father. Michael would have filled my glass quite easily.' 'You are paying me a very bad compliment, Audrey,' returned Dr. Ross with a smile. 'You are telling me that I am too much of an old fogey to wait on ladies. Mike is the younger man, of course, and if you should prefer that he should help you to madeira----' 'No, father, it is not that; but it is for me to wait on you. You must never, never do that for me again.' And somehow Dr. Ross seemed to have no answer ready as he went back to his chair. But when she was alone with her mother she spoke still more plainly. Mrs. Ross had persuaded her to take the corner of the couch; but as she stood by her manipulating the cushions and adjusting them more comfortably, Audrey turned round quickly and took hold of her hands. 'Mother, do please sit down. I think you have all entered into a conspiracy to-night to kill me with kindness.' 'We are so sorry for you, darling.' 'Perhaps I am sorry for myself; but is that any reason why I should be treated as though I had lost the use of my limbs? I want you to behave to me as usual; it will be far better for me and you too. Why did not father and Michael talk politics, instead of making little cut-and-dried speeches that seemed to fit into nothing?' 'I daresay they found it very difficult to talk at all under the circumstances.' 'That sounds as though I had better have remained upstairs, as Michael suggested; indeed, I must do so if you will persist in regarding me as the skeleton at the feast.' 'My darling child, how you talk! Surely you will allow your parents to share your sorrow?' 'No, mother; that is just what I cannot allow; no one shall be burdened with my troubles. Listen to me, mother dear: I think people make a great mistake about this; they mean to be kind, but it is not true kindness; they are ready to give everything--sympathy, watchfulness, attention--but they withhold the greatest gift of all, the freedom, the solitude, for which the sufferer craves.' 'Do you mean that we are to leave you alone, Audrey? Oh, my dear, this is a hard saying for a mother to hear!' 'But it is not too hard for my mother,' returned Audrey caressingly. 'Yes, I would have you leave me alone until I recover myself. I would be treated as you
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