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ad been too much for her, and the old faintness had returned; but when she saw her son she struggled into a sitting posture and stretched out her hands to him as he came slowly, and almost reluctantly, towards her. 'Cyril! my darling Cyril!' Then he took her hand and held it for a moment. 'My boy,' she said a little piteously, 'have you nothing else for your mother?' But he seemed as though he failed to understand her, and when she pointed mutely to the seat beside her, he did not at once seat himself. 'Mother,' he said, still speaking as though the words were difficult to him, 'I have come to tell you that there shall be peace between us.' 'Does that mean you have forgiven me, Cyril?' 'It means that I will do my best to forgive you your share in the ruin of my life--of all our lives.' Then as he stood before her she threw her arms round him with a faint cry; but he gently, very gently, repulsed her. 'Do not let there be any scene; I could not bear it;' and the weariness in his voice made her heart ache still more. 'Mother, I think that we had better never speak of these things again. As far as I am concerned, I will willingly blot out the past from my memory. To-day we must begin afresh--you and I.' His tone made her shiver, and as she looked up in his dark impassive face, and saw the deep-seated melancholy in his eyes, a sort of despair seized her. 'Oh!' she cried passionately, 'can it be my son who speaks? Blot out the past?--that happy past, when we were all in all to each other--when even poverty was delicious, because I had my boy to work for me!' 'I shall work for you still.' 'Yes, but will it be the same? What do I care for the gifts you may bring me when your heart has gone from me? How am I to bear my life when you treat me with such coldness? Cyril, you do not know what a mother's love is. If you had sinned, if you had come to me and said, "Will you take my hand, red as it is with the blood of a fellow-creature?" with all my horror I would still have taken it, for it is the hand of my son.' She spoke with a wild fervour that would have touched any other man; but he only returned coldly: 'And yet you had no mercy for my father?' Then a look of repugnance crossed her face. 'That was because I did not love him. Where there is no love there is no self-sacrifice; but, Cyril, with all my faults, I have been a good mother to you.' 'I know it,' he replied, 'and I hope I shall alwa
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