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all this he felt very sorry for her. 'Ill; of course I'm ill,' she answered irritably. 'All night long I have been wishing I were dead. I said yesterday that I would rather kill myself than tell you my story; but to-day I have thought better of it.' 'I am glad of that.' 'Of course I am not a fool, and I know I am in your power--yours and that man's.' And here she shivered. 'Will you tell me this one thing first? Is he--is Matthew O'Brien your husband?' 'Yes; I suppose so. I was certainly married to him once.' 'Then, why, in the name of heaven, Mrs. Blake, do you allow people to consider you a widow?' 'Because I am a widow,' she returned harshly. 'Because I have unmarried myself and given up my husband. Because I refused to have anything more to do with him--he brought me disgrace, and I hated him for it.' 'But, pardon me, it is not possible--no woman can unmarry herself in this fashion--unless you mean----' And here he stopped, feeling it impossible to put any such question to her. But what on earth could she mean? 'No, I have not divorced him. I suppose, in one sense, he may still be regarded as my husband; but for fourteen years he has been dead to me, and I have called myself a widow.' 'But you must have known it was wrong,' he returned, a little bewildered by these extraordinary statements. If she had not looked so wan and haggard, he would have accused her of talking wildly. 'No, Captain Burnett; I do not own it was wrong. Under some circumstances a woman is bound to defend herself and her children--a tigress will brave a loaded gun if her young are starving. If it were to come over again, I would do the same. But I will acknowledge to you that I did not love my husband.' 'No; that is evident.' 'I never loved him, though I was foolish enough to marry him. I suppose I cared for him in a sort of way. He was handsome, and had soft, pleasant ways with him; and I was young and giddy, and ready for any excitement. But I had not been his wife three months before I would have given worlds to have undone my marriage.' 'Was he a bad husband to you?' 'No. Mat was always too soft for unkindness; but he was not the man for me. Besides, I had married him out of pique--there was someone I liked much better. You see, I am telling you all quite frankly. I am in your power, as I said before. If I refused to speak, you would just go to Mat, and he would tell you everything.' 'I am very much rel
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