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ay optimism they had given him a month or two of absence from the regiment. But even in a month or two--where would the regiment be? Far, far away from Frelus. Would she ever see Doggie again? To distract herself she went down the village street, bareheaded, and up the lane that led to the little church. The church was empty, cool, and smelt of the hill-side. Before the tinsel-crowned, mild-faced image of the Virgin were spread the poor votive offerings of the village. And Jeanne sank on her knees, and bowed her head, and, without special prayer or formula of devotion, gave herself into the hands of the Mother of Sorrows. She walked back comforted, vaguely conscious of a strengthening of soul. In the vast cataclysm of things her own hopes and fears and destiny mattered very little. If she never saw Doggie again, if Doggie recovered and returned to the war and was killed, her own grief mattered very little. She was but a stray straw, and mattered very little. But what mattered infinitely, what shone with an immortal flame, though it were never so tiny, was the Wonderful Spiritual Something that had guided Doggie through the jaws of death. * * * * * That evening she had a long talk in the kitchen with Phineas. The news of Doggie's safety had been given out by Willoughby, without any details. Mo Shendish had leaped about her like a fox-terrier, and she had laughed, with difficulty restraining her tears. But to Phineas alone she told her whole story. He listened in bewilderment. And the greater the bewilderment, the worse his crude translations of English into French. She wound up a long, eager speech by saying: "He has done this for me. Why?" "Love," replied Phineas bluntly. "It is more than love," said Jeanne, thinking of the Wonderful Spiritual Something. "If you could understand English," said Phineas, "I would enter into the metaphysics of the subject with pleasure, but in French it is beyond me." Jeanne smiled, and turned to the matter-of-fact. "He will go to England now that he is wounded?" "He's on the way now," said Phineas. "Has he many friends there? I ask, because he talks so little of himself. He is so modest." "Oh, many friends. You see, mademoiselle," said Phineas, with a view to setting her mind at rest, "Doggie's an important person in his part of the country. He was brought up in luxury. I know, because I lived with him as his tutor for seven ye
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