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the subject, he, whose splendid fame had already thrown all his contemporaries into the shade, answered simply, that supported by such poets as Scott, Wordsworth, Southey, and many others, the undertaking would of course succeed; and that for his part, he would unite with Hobhouse and Moore so as to furnish occasionally--a failure! and at the same time he made use of the opportunity to praise Campbell and Canning. His memorandum-book is one perpetual record of his humility, even at a time when the public, of all classes and sexes, had made him their idol. After having expressed in his memoranda for 1813 his sublime aspirations after glory--that is to say, the happiness he should experience in being _not a ruler, but a guide and benefactor of humanity, a Washington, a Franklin, a Penn_; "but no," added he; "no, I shall never be any thing: or rather, I shall always be nothing. The most I can hope is that some one may say of me, '_He might_, _perhaps_, if he would.'" The low estimation in which he held his poetical genius, to which he preferred action, amounted almost to a fault; for he forgot that grand and beautiful truths, couched in burning words and lighted up by genius, are also actions. He really seemed to have difficulty in forgiving himself for writing at all. Even at the outset of his literary career he was indignant with his publisher for having taken steps with Gifford which looked like asking for praise. "It is bad enough to be a scribbler," said he, "without having recourse to such subterfuges for extorting praise or warding off criticism." "I have never contemplated the prospect," wrote he, in 1819, "of occupying a permanent place in the literature of my country. Those who know me best are aware of that; and they also know that I have been considerably astonished at even the transient success of my works, never having flattered any one person or party, and having expressed opinions which are not those of readers in general. If I could have guessed the high degree of attention that has been awarded to them, I should certainly have made all possible efforts to merit it. But I have lived abroad, in distant countries, or else in the midst of worldly dissipation in England: circumstances by no means favorable to study and reflection. So that almost all I have written is but passion; for in me (if it is not Irishism to say so) indifference itself was a _sort of passion_, the result of experience and not
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