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o be laughing and wiping away a tear at the same time. She moved her chair close to his. "Maurice," she said. "Do you know that sometimes you make me feel horribly old and motherly?" "Do I?" he said. "You do to-day, and yet--do you know that I have been thinking since I came back that you are looking older, much older than when I went away?" "Is that Artois?" he said, looking over the wall to the mountain-side beyond the ravine. Hermione got up, leaned upon the wall, and followed his eyes. "I think it must be. I told Gaspare to go to the hotel when he fetched the provisions in Marechiaro and tell Emile it would be best to come up in the cool. Yes, it is he, and Gaspare is with him! Maurice, you don't mind so very much?" She put her arm through his. "These people can't talk when they see how ill he looks. And if they do--oh, Maurice, what does it matter? Surely there's only one thing in the world that matters, and that is whether one can look one's own conscience in the face and say, 'I've nothing to be ashamed of!'" Maurice longed to get away from the touch of her arm. He remembered the fragment of paper he had seen among the stones on the mountain-side. He must go up there alone directly he had a moment of freedom. But now--Artois! He stared at the distant donkeys. His brain felt dry and shrivelled, his body both feverish and tired. How could he support this long day's necessities? It seemed to him that he had not the strength and resolution to endure them. And Artois was so brilliant! Maurice thought of him at that moment as a sort of monster of intellectuality, terrifying and repellent. "Don't you think so?" Hermione said. "I dare say," he answered. "But I dare say, I suppose--very few of us can do that. We can't expect to be perfect, and other people oughtn't to expect it of us." His voice had changed. Before, it had been almost an accusing voice and insincere. Now it was surely a voice that pleaded, and it was absolutely sincere. Hermione remembered how in London long ago the humility of Maurice had touched her. He had stood out from the mass of conceited men because of his beauty and his simple readiness to sit at the feet of others. And surely the simplicity, the humility, still persisted beautifully in him. "I don't think I should ever expect anything of you that you wouldn't give me," she said to him. "Anything of loyalty, of straightness, or of manhood. Often you seem to me a b
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