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emed to turn him for a moment into something made not of flesh and blood but of iron. And this thing of iron was voiceless. She knew that he was feeling intensely and respected his silence. But at last it began almost to frighten her. The boyish look she loved had gone out of his face. A stern man stood beside her, a man she had never seen before. "Maurice," she said, at length. "What is it? I think you are suffering." "Yes," he said. "But--but aren't you glad? Surely you are glad?" To her the word seemed mean, poverty-stricken. She changed it. "Surely you are thankful?" "I don't know," he answered, at last. "I am thinking that I don't know that I am worthy to be a father." He himself had fixed a limit. Now, God was putting a period to his wild youth. And the heart--was that changed within him? Too much was happening. The cup was being filled too full. A great longing came to him to get away, far away, and be alone. If it had been any other day he would have gone off into the mountains, by himself, have stayed out till night came, have walked, climbed, till he was exhausted. But to-day he could not do that. And soon Artois would be coming. He felt as if something must snap in brain or heart. And he had not slept. How he wished that he could sleep for a little while and forget everything. In sleep one knows nothing. He longed to be able to sleep. "I understand that," she said. "But you are worthy, my dear one." When she said that he knew that he could never tell her. "I must try," he muttered. "I'll try--from to-day." She did not talk to him any more. Her instinct told her not to. Almost directly they were walking down to the priest's house. She did not know which of them had moved first. When they got there they found Lucrezia up. Her eyes were red, but she smiled at Hermione. Then she looked at the padrone with alarm. She expected him to blame her for having disobeyed his orders of the day before. But he had forgotten all about that. "Get breakfast, Lucrezia," Hermione said. "We'll have it on the terrace. And presently we must have a talk. The sick signore is coming up to-day for collazione. We must have a very nice collazione, but something wholesome." "Si, signora." Lucrezia went away to the kitchen thankfully. She had heard bad news of Sebastiano yesterday in the village. He was openly in love with the girl in the Lipari Isles. Her heart was almost breaking, but the return of
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