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arly shut, fixed upon the glimmer of the sea. "Why not, Gasparino?" "Because if one has a wife one is not free." "Hm!" "If I had a wife I should be like the Mago Africano when he was shut up in the box." "And I?" Maurice said, suddenly sitting up. "What about me?" For the first time it seemed to occur to Gaspare that he was speaking to a married man. He sat up, too. "Oh, but you--you are a signore and rich. It is different. I am poor. I shall have many loves, first one and then another, but I shall never take a wife. My father wishes me to when I have finished the military service, but"--and he laughed at his own ingenious comparison--"I am like the Mago Africano when he was let out of the casket. I am free, and I will never let myself be stoppered-up as he did. Per Dio!" Suddenly Maurice frowned. "It isn't like--" he began. Then he stopped. The lines in his forehead disappeared, and he laughed. "I am pretty free here, too," he said. "At least, I feel so." The dreariness that had come upon him inside the cottage had disappeared now that he was in the open air. As he looked down over the sloping mountain flank--dotted with trees near him, but farther away bare and sunbaked--to the sea with its magic coast-line, that seemed to promise enchantments to wilful travellers passing by upon the purple waters, as he turned his eyes to the distant plain with its lemon groves, its winding river, its little vague towns of narrow houses from which thin trails of smoke went up, and let them journey on to the great, smoking mountain lifting its snows into the blue, and its grave, not insolent, panache, he felt an immense sense of happy-go-lucky freedom with the empty days before him. His intellect was loose like a colt on a prairie. There was no one near to catch it, to lead it to any special object, to harness it and drive it onward in any fixed direction. He need no longer feel respect for a cleverness greater than his own, or try to understand subtleties of thought and sensation that were really outside of his capacities. He did not say this to himself, but whence sprang this new and dancing feeling of emancipation that was coming upon him? Why did he remember the story he had just been reading, and think of himself for a moment as a Genie emerging cloudily into the light of day from a narrow prison which had been sunk beneath the sea? Why? For, till now, he had never had any consciousness of imprisonment.
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