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id Mr. Cradock, "depends on that. If she is torn between the cravings of the primitive ego and the inhibitions put upon these cravings by the conventions of society--if, in fact, her censor, her endopsychic censor, is still functioning...." "Oh, I doubt if Nan's got an endopsychic censor. She is so lawless always." "Every psyche has a censor." Mr. Cradock was firm. "Regarded, of course, by the psyche with very varying degrees of respect. Well, what I mean to say is, if your daughter is in a state of conflict, with forces pulling her both ways, her case will be very much easier to deal with than if she has let her primitive ego so take possession of the situation that she feels in a state of harmony. In the former case, you will only have to strengthen the forces which are opposing her sexual craving...." Mrs. Hilary fidgeted uneasily. "Oh, I don't think Nan feels _that_ exactly. None of my children...." Mr. Cradock gave her an amused glance. It seemed sometimes that he would never get this foolish lady properly educated. "Your children, I presume, are human, Mrs. Hilary. Sexual craving means a craving for intimacy with a member of another sex." "Oh well, I suppose it does. I don't care for the _name_, somehow. But please go on." "I was going to say, if you find, on the other hand, that your daughter's nature has attained harmony in connection with this course she is pursuing, your task will be far more difficult. You will then have to _create_ a discord, instead of merely strengthening it.... May I ask your daughter's age?" "Nan is thirty-three." "A dangerous age." "All Nan's ages," said Mrs. Hilary, "have been dangerous. Nan is like that." "As to that," said Mr. Cradock, "we may say that all ages are dangerous to all people, in this dangerous life we live. But the thirties are a specially dangerous time for women. They have outlived the shynesses and restraints of girlhood, and not attained to the caution and discretion of middle age. They are reckless, and consciously or unconsciously on the lookout for adventure. They see ahead of them the end of youth, and that quickens their pace.... Has passion always been a strong element in your daughter's life?" "Oh, passion...." (Another word not liked by Mrs. Hilary.) "Not quite that, I should say. Nan has been reckless; she has got into scrapes, got herself talked about. She has played about with men a good deal always. But as to passion...." "
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