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n to the temples and she leaned toward him in horror-stricken contrition; "I didn't mean that, Mr. Siward! I--I never thought of that! It had no weight, it was not in my thoughts. I meant only that you had assumed what is unwarranted--that you--your question humiliated me, knowing that I am engaged--knowing me so little--so--" "Yes, I knew everything. Ask yourself why I risk everything to say this to you? There can be only one answer." Then after a long silence: "Have I ever--" she began tremblingly--"ever by word or look--" "No." "Have I even--" "No. I've simply discovered how I feel. That's what I was dreaming about when you asked me. I was afraid I might do this too soon; but I meant to do it anyway before it became too late." "It was too late from the very moment we met, Mr. Siward." And, as he reddened painfully again, she added quickly: "I mean that I had already decided. Why will you take what I say so dreadfully different from the way I intend it? Listen to me. I--I believe I am not very experienced yet; I was a--astonished--quite stunned for a moment. Then it hurt me--and I said that I was not sorry for you ... I am sorry, now." And, as he said nothing: "You were a little rough, a little sudden with me, Mr. Siward. Men have asked me that question--several times; but never so soon, so unreasonably soon--never without some preliminary of some sort, so that I could foresee, be more or less prepared. ... But you gave me no warning. I--if you had, I would have known how to be gentle. I--I wish to be now. I like you--enough to say this to you, enough to be seriously sorry; if I could bring myself to really believe this--feeling--" Still he said nothing; he sat there listlessly studying the sun spots glowing, waxing, waning on the carpet of dead leaves at his feet. "As for--what you have said," she added, a little smile curving the sensitive mouth, "it is impulsive, unconsidered, a trifle boyish, Mr. Siward. I pay myself the compliment of your sincerity; it is rather nice to be a girl who can awaken the romance in a man within a day or two's acquaintance. ... And that is all it is--a romantic impulse with a pretty girl. You see I am frank; I am really glad that you find me attractive. Tell me so, if you wish. We shall not misunderstand each other again. Shall we?" He raised his head, considering her, forcing the smile to meet her own. "We shall be better friends than ever," she asserted confide
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