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seize the complacent. Was it possible that he had been supplanted? Honora, with an instinct of what was coming, held up her head. Had he been angry, had he been a man, how much humiliation he would have spared her! "So you're in love!" he said. "I might have known that something was at the bottom of this." She took account of and quivered at the many meanings behind his speech --meanings which he was too cowardly to voice in words. "Yes," she answered, "I am in love--in love as I never hoped to be--as I did not think it possible to be. My love is such that I would go through hell fire for the sake of it. I do not expect you to believe me when I tell you that such is not the reason why I am leaving you. If you had loved me with the least spark of passion, if I thought I were in the least bit needful to you as a woman and as a soul, as a helper and a confidante, instead of a mere puppet to advertise your prosperity, this would not--could not--have happened. I love a man who would give up the world for me to-morrow. I have but one life to live, and I am going to find happiness if I can." She paused, afire with an eloquence that had come unsought. But her husband only stared at her. She was transformed beyond his recognition. Surely he had not married this woman! And, if the truth be told, down in his secret soul whispered a small, congratulatory voice. Although he did not yet fully realize it, he was glad he had not. Honora, with an involuntary movement, pressed her handkerchief to her eyes. "Good-by, Howard," she said. "I--I did not expect you to understand. If I had stayed, I should have made you miserably unhappy." He took her hand in a dazed manner, as though he knew not in the least what he was doing. He muttered something and found speech impossible. He gulped once, uncomfortably. The English language had ceased to be a medium. Great is the force of habit! In the emergency he reached for his cigarette case. Honora had given orders that the carriage was to wait at the door. The servants might suspect, but that was all. Her maid had been discreet. She drew down her veil as she descended the steps, and told the coachman to drive to the station. It was raining. Leaning forward from under the hood as the horses started, she took her last look at the lilacs. CHAPTER VIII IN WHICH THE LAW BETRAYS A HEART It was still raining when she got into a carriage at Boston and drove under the elev
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