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her, no one could have any right to ask questions as to when or how this or that portion of the property had accrued. "But I don't think I'm going to die yet, Brooke," she said. "If it is God's will, I am ready. Not that I'm fit, Brooke. God forbid that I should ever think that. But I doubt whether I shall ever be fitter. I can go without repining if He thinks best to take me." Then he stood up by her bedside, with his hand upon hers, and after some hesitation asked her whether she would wish to see her nephew Hugh. "No," said she, sharply. Brooke went on to say how pleased Hugh would have been to come to her. "I don't think much of death-bed reconciliations," said the old woman, grimly. "I loved him dearly, but he didn't love me, and I don't know what good we should do each other." Brooke declared that Hugh did love her; but he could not press the matter, and it was dropped. On that evening at eight Dorothy came down to her tea. She had dined at the same table with Brooke that afternoon, but a servant had been in the room all the time and nothing had been said between them. As soon as Brooke had got his tea he began to tell the story of his failure about Hugh. He was sorry, he said, that he had spoken on the subject, as it had moved Miss Stanbury to an acrimony which he had not expected. "She always declares that he never loved her," said Dorothy. "She has told me so twenty times." "There are people who fancy that nobody cares for them," said Brooke. "Indeed there are, Mr. Burgess; and it is so natural." "Why natural?" "Just as it is natural that there should be dogs and cats that are petted and loved and made much of, and others that have to crawl through life as they can, cuffed and kicked and starved." "That depends on the accident of possession," said Brooke. "So does the other. How many people there are that don't seem to belong to anybody,--and if they do, they're no good to anybody. They're not cuffed exactly, or starved; but--" "You mean that they don't get their share of affection?" "They get perhaps as much as they deserve," said Dorothy. "Because they're cross-grained, or ill-tempered, or disagreeable?" "Not exactly that." "What then?" asked Brooke. "Because they're just nobodies. They are not anything particular to anybody, and so they go on living till they die. You know what I mean, Mr. Burgess. A man who is a nobody can perhaps make himself somebody,--or, at any rate, he c
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