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a word. That it all should be regarded as an ugly dream. But, when you come to me and at once go back to it all, and ask me for a promise--" "Am I to understand then that all idea of submission to your husband is to be at an end?" "I will submit to no imputation on my honour,--even from you. One would have thought that it would have been for you to preserve it untarnished." "And you will give me no assurance as to your future life?" "None;--certainly none. If you want promises from me, there can be no hope for the future. What am I to promise? That I will not have--a lover? What respect can I enjoy as your wife if such a promise be needed? If you should choose to fancy that it had been broken you would set your policeman to watch me again! Louis, we can never live together again ever with comfort, unless you acknowledge in your own heart that you have used me shamefully." "Were you right to see him in Devonshire?" "Of course I was right. Why should I not see him,--or any one?" "And you will see him again?" "When papa comes, of course I shall see him." "Then it is hopeless," said he, turning away from her. "If that man is to be a source of disquiet to you, it is hopeless," she answered. "If you cannot so school yourself that he shall be the same to you as other men, it is quite hopeless. You must still be mad,--as you have been mad hitherto." He walked about the room restlessly for a time, while she stood with assumed composure near the window. "Send me my child," he said at last. "He shall come to you, Louis,--for a little; but he is not to be taken out from hence. Is that a promise?" "You are to exact promises from me, where my own rights are concerned, while you refuse to give me any, though I am entitled to demand them! I order you to send the boy to me. Is he not my own?" "Is he not mine too? And is he not all that you have left to me?" He paused again, and then gave the promise. "Let him be brought to me. He shall not be removed now. I intend to have him. I tell you so fairly. He shall be taken from you unless you come back to me with such assurances as to your future conduct as I have a right to demand. There is much that the law cannot give me. It cannot procure wife-like submission, love, gratitude, or even decent matronly conduct. But that which it can give me, I will have." She walked off to the door, and then as she was quitting the room she spoke to him once again. "Alas,
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