a word. That it all should be
regarded as an ugly dream. But, when you come to me and at once go
back to it all, and ask me for a promise--"
"Am I to understand then that all idea of submission to your husband
is to be at an end?"
"I will submit to no imputation on my honour,--even from you. One
would have thought that it would have been for you to preserve it
untarnished."
"And you will give me no assurance as to your future life?"
"None;--certainly none. If you want promises from me, there can be no
hope for the future. What am I to promise? That I will not have--a
lover? What respect can I enjoy as your wife if such a promise be
needed? If you should choose to fancy that it had been broken you
would set your policeman to watch me again! Louis, we can never live
together again ever with comfort, unless you acknowledge in your own
heart that you have used me shamefully."
"Were you right to see him in Devonshire?"
"Of course I was right. Why should I not see him,--or any one?"
"And you will see him again?"
"When papa comes, of course I shall see him."
"Then it is hopeless," said he, turning away from her.
"If that man is to be a source of disquiet to you, it is hopeless,"
she answered. "If you cannot so school yourself that he shall be the
same to you as other men, it is quite hopeless. You must still be
mad,--as you have been mad hitherto."
He walked about the room restlessly for a time, while she stood with
assumed composure near the window. "Send me my child," he said at
last.
"He shall come to you, Louis,--for a little; but he is not to be
taken out from hence. Is that a promise?"
"You are to exact promises from me, where my own rights are
concerned, while you refuse to give me any, though I am entitled to
demand them! I order you to send the boy to me. Is he not my own?"
"Is he not mine too? And is he not all that you have left to me?"
He paused again, and then gave the promise. "Let him be brought to
me. He shall not be removed now. I intend to have him. I tell you
so fairly. He shall be taken from you unless you come back to me
with such assurances as to your future conduct as I have a right to
demand. There is much that the law cannot give me. It cannot procure
wife-like submission, love, gratitude, or even decent matronly
conduct. But that which it can give me, I will have."
She walked off to the door, and then as she was quitting the room she
spoke to him once again. "Alas,
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