s. At mixed dinner-parties people can talk
before Richard and William the same words that they would use if
Richard and William were not there. People so mixed do not talk
together their inward home thoughts. But when close friends are
together, a little conscious reticence is practised till the door
is tiled. At such a meeting as this that conscious reticence was of
service, and created an effect which was salutary. When the door
was tiled, and when the servants were gone, how could they be merry
together? By what mirth should the beards be made to wag on that
Christmas Day?
"My father has been up in town," said Bernard. "He was with Lord De
Guest at Pawkins's."
"Why didn't you go and see him?" asked Mrs Dale.
"Well, I don't know. He did not seem to wish it. I shall go down to
Torquay in February. I must be up in London you know, in a fortnight,
for good." Then they were all silent again for a few minutes. If
Bernard could have owned the truth, he would have acknowledged that
he had not gone up to London, because he did not yet know how to
treat Crosbie when he should meet him. His thoughts on this matter
threw some sort of shadow across poor Lily's mind, making her feel
that her wound was again opened.
"I want him to give up his profession altogether," said the squire,
speaking firmly and slowly. "It would be better, I think, for both of
us that he should do so."
"Would it be wise at his time of life," said Mrs Dale, "and when he
has been doing so well?"
"I think it would be wise. If he were my son it would be thought
better that he should live here upon the property, among the people
who are to become his tenants, than remain up in London, or perhaps
be sent to India. He has one profession as the heir of this place,
and that, I think, should be enough."
"I should have but an idle life of it down here," said Bernard.
"That would be your own fault. But if you did as I would have you,
your life would not be idle." In this he was alluding to Bernard's
proposed marriage, but as to that nothing further could be said in
Bell's presence. Bell understood it all, and sat quite silent, with
demure countenance;--perhaps even with something of sternness in her
face.
"But the fact is," said Mrs Dale, speaking in a low tone, and having
well considered what she was about to say, "that Bernard is not
exactly the same as your son."
"Why not?" said the squire. "I have even offered to settle the
property on him
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