house and carry sandwiches and a bottle of beer. Couldn't we
see something of each other in that way?"
Thus it came to be the fixed idea of both of them that they would
abandon their plan of migrating to Guestwick, and on this subject
they continued to talk over their tea-table; but on that evening Mrs
Dale ventured to say nothing about John Eames.
But they did not even yet dare to commence the work of reconstructing
their old home. Bell must come back before they would do that, and
the express assent of the squire must be formally obtained. Mrs Dale
must, in a degree, acknowledge herself to have been wrong, and ask to
be forgiven for her contumacy.
"I suppose the three of us had better go up in sackcloth, and throw
ashes on our foreheads as we meet Hopkins in the garden," said Lily,
"and then I know he'll heap coals of fire on our heads by sending us
an early dish of peas. And Dingles would bring us in a pheasant, only
that pheasants don't grow in May."
"If the sackcloth doesn't take an unpleasanter shape than that, I
shan't mind it."
"That's because you've got no delicate feelings. And then Uncle
Christopher's gratitude!"
"Ah! I shall feel that."
"But, mamma, we'll wait till Bell comes home. She shall decide. She
is going away, and therefore she'll be free from prejudice. If uncle
offers to paint the house,--and I know he will,--then I shall be
humbled to the dust."
But yet Mrs Dale had said nothing on the subject which was nearest to
her heart. When Lily in pleasantry had accused her of cowardice, her
mind had instantly gone off to that other matter, and she had told
herself that she was a coward. Why should she be afraid of offering
her counsel to her own child? It seemed to her as though she had
neglected some duty in allowing Crosbie's conduct to have passed
away without hardly a word of comment on it between herself and Lily.
Should she not have forced upon her daughter's conviction the fact
that Crosbie had been a villain, and as such should be discarded from
her heart? As it was, Lily had spoken the simple truth when she told
John Eames that she was dealing more openly with him on that affair
of her engagement than she had ever dealt, even with her mother.
Thinking of this as she sat in her own room that night, before she
allowed herself to rest, Mrs Dale resolved that on the next morning
she would endeavour to make Lily see as she saw and think as she
thought.
She let breakfast pass by b
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