r closet and upon
her knees, praying with all humble adoration of the Being she approached.
She was wont to pray long and fervently each day, thanking Heaven for the
smallest things and the most common, and imploring continuance of the
mercy which bestowed them upon her poor unworthiness. For her sister her
prayers were offered up night and morning, and ofttimes in hours between,
and to-night she prayed not for herself at all, but for Clorinda and for
his Grace of Osmonde, that their love might be crowned with happiness,
and that no shadow might intervene to cloud its brightness, and the
tender rapture in her sister's softened look, which was to her a thing so
wonderful that she thought of it with reverence as a holy thing.
Her prayers being at length ended, she had risen from her knees and sat
down, taking a sacred book to read, a book of sermons such as 'twas her
simple habit to pore over with entire respect and child-like faith, and
being in the midst of her favourite homily, she heard the chariot's
returning wheels, and left her chair, surprised, because she had not yet
begun to expect the sound.
"'Tis my sister," she said, with a soft, sentimental smile. "Osmonde not
being among the guests, she hath no pleasure in mingling with them."
She went below to the room her ladyship usually went to first on her
return at night from any gathering, and there she found her sitting as
though she had dropped there in the corner of a great divan, her hands
hanging clasped before her on her knee, her head hanging forward on her
fallen chest, her large eyes staring into space.
"Clorinda! Clorinda!" Anne cried, running to her and kneeling at her
side. "Clorinda! God have mercy! What is't?"
Never before had her face worn such a look--'twas colourless, and so
drawn and fallen in that 'twas indeed almost as if all her great beauty
was gone; but the thing most awful to poor Anne was that all the new
softness seemed as if it had been stamped out, and the fierce hardness
had come back and was engraven in its place, mingled with a horrible
despair.
"An hour ago," she said, "I swooned. That is why I look thus. 'Tis yet
another sign that I am a woman--a woman!"
"You are ill--you swooned?" cried Anne. "I must send for your physician.
Have you not ordered that he be sent for yourself? If Osmonde were here,
how perturbed he would be!"
"Osmonde!" said my lady. "Gerald! Is there a Gerald, Anne?"
"Sister!" cried Anne
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