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hat do you want?" He had finished loading enough supplies aboard the rocket to last him months. Dorothy came toward him from the darkness. "It's no use," he said. "You can't talk me out of it this time." But she only smiled sadly and said, "I know that, Sam. I came to say good-bye." "Good-bye?" "You're leaving, aren't you?" "Yes." He looked at the ground, studying the darkness. "I'm sorry, Sam," she said. "We started out wrong. Maybe, if we tried again--" But Sam said quickly, "No. I'm sorry too, but people don't change." The remark startled him. He had used it occasionally to rationalize his position, had been convinced of its undeniable truth--yet suddenly he realized that he himself was its living denial. People _could_ change, just as he had changed, just as Dorothy could change. It had been partly his fault when he first gave in to something he didn't want to do, and then to something else, and something else after that. He had helped dig the rut in which he had found himself, taking it for granted just as Dorothy had taken it for granted. Her hair was soft in the same moonlight that had shone eight years before, and Sam Meecham felt a desire that had been too long unfulfilled. "Dorothy, I--" He hesitated. The decision came hard to him, for much of his life had been devoted to giving in to the decisions of others. This was the moment he had been waiting for, and now at the last moment he was uncertain. He said suddenly, "Can you pack a few things?" "Sam--" Her voice in the darkness was eager. Her hands touched his. Soft hands. "You'd better hurry," he told her. Sam watched her go to the house, and doubts began to gnaw at him. Was he going to destroy his plans now at a whim? He felt an impulse to get into the rocket and leave without her--yet he thought of the cold emptiness of space and himself drifting through alien worlds, alone, lonely. Perhaps it was wrong but he couldn't condemn her for something that was partly his fault. He was trying to become the person he once might have been, and it was only fair that she should have the same chance. Dorothy came hurrying back, a suitcase in her hand, and there was an eagerness about her that pleased him. He helped her put the suitcase on board. "Dorothy--" Her voice was soft and low. "Yes, Sam?" Starlight danced in her eyes. He pulled her gently to him. He kissed her, and that night eight years ago came back, and in his a
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