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l on that moment, my friend!" And yet, where would be the harm in two wretched beings mingling their griefs? "For, indeed, you are not happy any more than I am! Oh! I know you. You have no one who responds to your craving for affection, for devotion. I will do anything you wish! I will not offend you! I swear to you that I will not!" And he let himself fall on his knees, in spite of himself, giving way beneath the weight of the feelings that oppressed his heart. "Rise!" she said; "I desire you to do so!" And she declared in an imperious tone that if he did not comply with her wish, she would never see him again. "Ha! I defy you to do it!" returned Frederick. "What is there for me to do in the world? Other men strive for riches, celebrity, power! But I have no profession; you are my exclusive occupation, my whole wealth, the object, the centre of my existence and of my thoughts. I can no more live without you than without the air of heaven! Do you not feel the aspiration of my soul ascending towards yours, and that they must intermingle, and that I am dying on your account?" Madame Arnoux began to tremble in every limb. "Oh! leave me, I beg of you?" The look of utter confusion in her face made him pause. Then he advanced a step. But she drew back, with her two hands clasped. "Leave me in the name of Heaven, for mercy's sake!" And Frederick loved her so much that he went away. Soon afterwards, he was filled with rage against himself, declared in his own mind that he was an idiot, and, after the lapse of twenty-four hours, returned. Madame was not there. He remained at the head of the stairs, stupefied with anger and indignation. Arnoux appeared, and informed Frederick that his wife had, that very morning, gone out to take up her residence at a little country-house of which he had become tenant at Auteuil, as he had given up possession of the house at Saint-Cloud. "This is another of her whims. No matter, as she is settled at last; and myself, too, for that matter, so much the better. Let us dine together this evening, will you?" Frederick pleaded as an excuse some urgent business; then he hurried away of his own accord to Auteuil. Madame Arnoux allowed an exclamation of joy to escape her lips. Then all his bitterness vanished. He did not say one word about his love. In order to inspire her with confidence in him, he even exaggerated his reserve; and on his asking whether he might cal
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