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her duty even if she died at the altar. Almost she wished that she had ceased to live, and then the recollection of Armine came back to her so vividly! And those long days of passionate delight! All his tenderness and all his truth; for he had been true to her, always had he been true to her. She was not the person who ought to complain of his conduct. And yet she was the person who alone punished him. How different was the generous conduct of his cousin! She had pardoned all; she sympathised with him, she sorrowed for him, she tried to soothe him. She laboured to unite him to her rival. What must he think of herself? How hard-hearted, how selfish must the contrast prove her! Could he indeed believe now that she had ever loved him? Oh, no! he must despise her. He must believe that she was sacrificing her heart to the splendour of rank. Oh! could he believe this! Her Ferdinand, her romantic Ferdinand, who had thrown fortune and power to the winds but to gain that very heart! What a return had she made him! And for all his fidelity he was punished; lone, disconsolate, forlorn, overpowered by vulgar cares, heart-broken, meditating even death------. The picture was too terrible, too harrowing. She hid her face in the pillow of the sofa on which she was seated, and wept bitterly. She felt an arm softly twined round her waist; she looked up; it was her father. 'My child,' he said, 'you are agitated.' 'Yes; yes, I am agitated,' she said, in a low voice. 'You are unwell.' 'Worse than unwell.' 'Tell me what ails you, Henrietta.' 'Grief for which there is no cure.' 'Indeed! I am greatly astonished.' His daughter only sighed. 'Speak to me, Henrietta. Tell me what has happened.' 'I cannot speak; nothing has happened; I have nothing to say.' 'To see you thus makes me quite unhappy,' said Mr. Temple; 'if only for my sake, let me know the cause of this overwhelming emotion.' 'It is a cause that will not please you. Forget, sir, what you have seen.' 'A father cannot. I entreat you tell me. If you love me, Henrietta, speak.' 'Sir, sir, I was thinking of the past.' 'Is it so bitter?' 'Ah! that I should live!' said Miss Temple. 'Henrietta, my own Henrietta, my child, I beseech you tell me all. Something has occurred; something must have occurred to revive such strong feelings. Has--has------ I know not what to say, but so much happens that surprises me; I know, I have heard, that you have seen
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