FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   414   415   416   417   418   419   420   421   422   423   424   425   426   427   428   429   430   431   432   433   434   435   436   437   438  
439   440   441   442   443   444   445   446   447   448   449   450   451   452   453   454   455   456   457   458   459   460   461   462   463   >>   >|  
er teeth her old, often-repeated assertions, that she was not prone to be in love,--that it was not her nature to feel any ardent affection for a man, and that, therefore, she would probably remain unmarried. "You begrudge me my little bits of pleasure," Violet said, in answer to one such attack. "No;--but it is so odd to see you, of all women, become so love-lorn," "I am not love-lorn," said Violet, "but I like the freedom of telling him everything and of hearing everything from him, and of having him for my own best friend. He might go away for twelve months, and I should not be unhappy, believing, as I do, that he would be true to me." All of which set Lady Laura thinking whether her friend had not been wiser than she had been. She had never known anything of that sort of friendship with her husband which already seemed to be quite established between these two. In her misery one day Lady Laura told the whole story of her own unhappiness to her brother, saying nothing of Phineas Finn,--thinking nothing of him as she told her story, but speaking more strongly perhaps than she should have done, of the terrible dreariness of her life at Loughlinter, and of her inability to induce her husband to alter it for her sake. "Do you mean that he,--ill-treats you?" said the brother, with a scowl on his face which seemed to indicate that he would like no task better than that of resenting such ill-treatment. "He does not beat me, if you mean that." "Is he cruel to you? Does he use harsh language?" "He never said a word in his life either to me or, as I believe, to any other human being, that he would think himself bound to regret." "What is it then?" "He simply chooses to have his own way, and his way cannot be my way. He is hard, and dry, and just, and dispassionate, and he wishes me to be the same. That is all." "I tell you fairly, Laura, as far as I am concerned, I never could speak to him. He is antipathetic to me. But then I am not his wife." "I am;--and I suppose I must bear it." "Have you spoken to my father?" "No." "Or to Violet?" "Yes." "And what does she say?" "What can she say? She has nothing to say. Nor have you. Nor, if I am driven to leave him, can I make the world understand why I do so. To be simply miserable, as I am, is nothing to the world." "I could never understand why you married him." "Do not be cruel to me, Oswald." "Cruel! I will stick by you in any way that you
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   414   415   416   417   418   419   420   421   422   423   424   425   426   427   428   429   430   431   432   433   434   435   436   437   438  
439   440   441   442   443   444   445   446   447   448   449   450   451   452   453   454   455   456   457   458   459   460   461   462   463   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Violet

 

thinking

 
brother
 

simply

 

husband

 

friend

 

understand

 

language

 

resenting

 

miserable


married

 
treatment
 
Oswald
 

driven

 
wishes
 

dispassionate

 

fairly

 

antipathetic

 

concerned

 

suppose


chooses

 

regret

 

spoken

 

father

 
freedom
 

pleasure

 
answer
 

attack

 

telling

 

hearing


twelve

 
months
 

assertions

 

nature

 

repeated

 
ardent
 

unmarried

 
begrudge
 

remain

 

affection


unhappy

 

believing

 
strongly
 

speaking

 

unhappiness

 
Phineas
 

terrible

 
treats
 

induce

 

inability