FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   418   419   420   421   422   423   424   425   426   427   428   429   430   431   432   433   434   435   436   437   438   439   440   441   442  
443   444   445   446   447   448   449   450   451   452   453   454   455   456   457   458   459   460   461   462   463   464   465   466   467   >>   >|  
he finished with the climax of deterioration in the revenge he had taken on Adams, and the abyss of despair into which it had plunged him. He drew a long breath of relief, and regarded his little judge with some defiance. She nodded. "I feel old and wise," she said, "and at the same time much younger, because I no longer shrink from a load on my mind I cannot understand. And you--it has all gone." She darted at the candle and held it to his face. "You look twenty years younger than when you sat there and thought. I believed you were dying of old age." "I feel better," he admitted, "But nothing can obliterate the scars. And although I shall always be young at intervals, remember that I have crowded three lifetimes into one, and that I must pay the penalty spiritually and physically, although mentally I believe I shall hold my own until the end." He leaned forward on a sudden impulse and took both her hands. "I make you a vow," he said, "and I have never broken even a promise--or only one," he added, remembering Troup's accusation. "I will drive the bitterness out of myself and I will hate no more. My public acts shall be unaccompanied by personal bitterness henceforth. Not a vengeance that I have accomplished has been worth the hideous experience of to-night, and so long as I live I shall have no cause to repeat it." "If you ever broke that vow," said Angelica, "I should either die or go crazy, for you would sink and never rise again." VI As Hamilton had anticipated, the Jacobin press shouted and laughed itself hoarse, vowed that it never could have concocted so effective a bit of campaign literature, and that the ursine roars of Adams could be heard from Dan to Beersheba. Burr, as yet undetected, almost danced as he walked. The windows were filled with parodies of the pamphlet, entitled, "The Last Speech and Dying Words of Alexander Hamilton," "Hamilton's Last Letter and His Amorous Vindication," "A Free Examination of the Morals, Political and Literary Characters of John Adams and Alexander Hamilton." One cartoon displayed the sinking ship _Administration_, with the Federal rats scuttling out of her, and Hamilton standing alone on the deck; another, "The Little Lion" sitting, dejected and forlorn, outside the barred gates of "Hamiltonopolis." The deep, silent laughter of Jefferson shook the continent. The Federalist leaders were furious and aghast. But they recovered, and when the time came, every Feder
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   418   419   420   421   422   423   424   425   426   427   428   429   430   431   432   433   434   435   436   437   438   439   440   441   442  
443   444   445   446   447   448   449   450   451   452   453   454   455   456   457   458   459   460   461   462   463   464   465   466   467   >>   >|  



Top keywords:

Hamilton

 

younger

 

Alexander

 
bitterness
 

Beersheba

 
ursine
 

walked

 
danced
 

literature

 
undetected

Angelica

 
effective
 
shouted
 
laughed
 

repeat

 
anticipated
 

Jacobin

 

concocted

 

campaign

 
hoarse

forlorn

 

barred

 
Hamiltonopolis
 

dejected

 

sitting

 

Little

 

silent

 

laughter

 

recovered

 

aghast


furious

 

Jefferson

 

continent

 
Federalist
 

leaders

 

standing

 
scuttling
 

Letter

 
Amorous
 

Vindication


parodies

 
filled
 

pamphlet

 
entitled
 

Speech

 

Examination

 
Morals
 

sinking

 

Administration

 

Federal