oing to be brought up before the 'sizes. I can
see the judge a sentencing of him now."
"He may have been very poor, and may have lost all his money,"
continued Miriam; "anyhow, he wasn't cruel. I would sooner have hung
old Scrutton, who flogged little Jack Marshall for stealing apples till
his back was all covered with bloody weals."
The clocks in the shop began at that moment to strike ten in a dozen
different tones, as if they discerned the hopelessness of the
discussion, and were determined to cut it short. The company
consequently separated, and Miriam went to bed; but not to sleep, for
before her eyes, half through the night, was sailing the ship in which
she thought poor Cutts would be exiled. Let it not for a moment be
supposed that Mr. Cutts was a young man, and that Miriam was in love
with him. He was about fifty.
Next morning she was still more distressed. Sometimes the morning
brings forgetfulness of the trouble of the day before, and at other
times it revives with peculiar power just at the moment when we wake,
especially if it be dark. Miriam was confused. The belief that she
ought to do something if possible to help Cutts was just dawning upon
her; but although she was singularly liable to be set fast to any
purpose when once she had it clearly formed, it was always a long time
before it became formed. She was not one of those happy persons whose
thoughts are always beneath them, as the horses of a coach are beneath
the driver, and can be directed this way or that way at his bidding.
She could not settle beforehand that she would think upon a given
subject, and step by step disentangle its difficulties, and pursue it
to the end. That is the result of continuous training, and of this she
had had none. Ideas passed through her mind with great rapidity, but
they were spontaneous, and consequently disconnected, so that in
difficulty the path was chosen without any balancing of the reasons on
this and on the other side, which, forced the conclusion that it was
the proper path to take.
A thousand things whirled through her brain. She had known all about
Cutts before the conversation with the Cattles, or with the Cattle, as
she generally called them; but the case had not struck her till they
and she began to talk about it. She was in a great turmoil, and plans
presented themselves to her, were discarded, and then presented
themselves again as if they were quite new. The next night she slept
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