the way you promised, and never sent me any word to
say why you acted a way you certainly never could think was the right
way you should do it to me. Jane Harden said she saw you that day and
you went out walking with some people you like now to be with. Don't
be misunderstanding me now any more Melanctha. I love you now because
that's my slow way to learn what you been teaching, but I know now
you certainly never had what seems to me real kind of feeling. I don't
love you Melanctha any more now like a real religion, because now I
know you are just made like all us others. I know now no man can
ever really hold you because no man can ever be real to trust in you,
because you mean right Melanctha, but you never can remember, and
so you certainly never have got any way to be honest. So please you
understand me right now Melanctha, it never is I don't know how to
love you. I do know now how to love you, Melanctha, really. You sure
do know that, Melanctha, in me. You certainly always can trust me. And
so now Melanctha, I can say to you certainly real honest with you, I
am better than you are in my right kind of feeling. And so Melanctha,
I don't never any more want to be a trouble to you. You certainly make
me see things Melanctha, I never any other way could be knowing. You
been very good and patient to me, when I was certainly below you in my
right feeling. I certainly never have been near so good and patient
to you every any way Melanctha, I certainly know that Melanctha. But
Melanctha, with me, it certainly is, always to be good together, two
people certainly must be thinking each one as good as the other, to be
really loving right Melanctha. And it certainly must never be any kind
of feeling, of one only taking, and one only just giving, Melanctha,
to me. I know you certainly don't really ever understand me now
Melanctha, but that's no matter. I certainly do know what I am feeling
now with you real Melanctha. And so good-bye now for good Melanctha. I
say I can never ever really trust you real Melanctha, that's only just
certainly from your way of not being ever equal in your feeling to
anybody real, Melanctha, and your way never to know right how to
remember. Many ways I really trust you deep Melanctha, and I certainly
do feel deep all the good sweetness you certainly got real in you
Melanctha. Its only just in your loving me Melanctha. You never can be
equal to me and that way I certainly never can bear any more to have