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e and frank and child-like than most women, let me see the desire more clearly than women mostly do. That's why I love her. She is natural and lovable and lovely. Don't tell me that I can't win her heart. I know I may have touched her fancy, but that is not enough. Let me have the chance, and I think that I can go deeper still." "You said that you would be serious, but you don't know how serious this is to me," said Janetta, the tears rising to her eyes. "My father told me to take care of her: she is very young--and not very wise; and how am I to know whether you mean what you say?" "I do mean it, indeed!" said Cuthbert, in a much graver tone. "I have got into the habit of talking as if I felt very little--a ridiculous habit, I acknowledge--but, in this matter, I mean it from the bottom of my heart." "I suppose, then," said Janetta, tremulously, "that you must speak to mamma--and to Nora. I am not at all the head of the house, although you are pleased--in fun--to call me so. I am only Nora's half-sister, fond of her and anxious about her, and ready to do all that I can do for her good." Cuthbert looked at her intently. Her face was pale, and the black dress that she wore was not altogether becoming to her dark eyes and complexion, but there was something pathetic to him in the weight of care which seemed to sit upon those young brows and bear down the slender shoulders of the girl. The new sensation thus given caused him to say, with sudden earnestness-- "Will you forgive me for having spoken and acted so thoughtlessly? I never meant to cause you so much anxiety. You see, I am not very well acquainted with English ways, and I may have made more mistakes than I knew. When Nora is my wife you shall not have to fear for her happiness." "You speak very confidently of making her your wife," said Janetta, forgiving him in her heart, nevertheless. "But you have no house--no profession, have you?" "No income, you mean?" said Cuthbert, with his merry smile. "Oh, yes, I have a profession. It does not pay me quite so well as it might do, but I think I shall do better by-and-bye. Then I have a couple of hundreds a year of my own. Is it too much of a pittance to begin upon?" "Nora is quite too young to begin upon anything. If only you would leave her alone for a year or two!--till she is a little more staid and sensible!" "But that's too late, don't you see? That's where my apologies have to come in. I have dis
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