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who had previously scorned her, and which would be, she hoped, productive of good to those whom she deeply loved. It was a bribe--a temptation. She was tempted, as any girl might have been, to exchange her life of toil and anxiety for one of luxury and peace; but there was something that she would also have to lose--the clear, upright conscience, the love of truth, the conviction of well-doing. She could not keep these and become Sir Philip's wife. CHAPTER XXVIII. "CHANGES MUST COME." She raised her eyes at length, and looked Sir Philip in the face. What a manly, honest, intelligent face it was! One that a woman might well be proud of in her husband: the face of a man whom she might very safely trust. Janetta thought all this, as she made her answer. "I am very sorry, Sir Philip, but I cannot be your wife." "You are answering me too hastily. Think again--take a day, a week--a month if you like. Don't refuse without considering the matter, I beg of you." Janetta shook her head. "No consideration will make any difference." "I know that I am not attractive," said her suitor, after a moment's pause, in a somewhat bitter tone. "I have not known how to woo--how to make pretty speeches and protestations--but for all that, I should make, I believe, a very faithful and loving husband. I am almost certain that I could make you happy, Janetta--if you will let me call you so--may I not try?" "I should not feel that I was doing right," said Janetta, simply. It was the only answer that could have made Sir Philip pause. He was quite prepared for hesitation and reluctance of a sort; but a scruple of conscience was a thing that he respected. "Why not?" he said, in a surprised tone. "I have two or three reasons. I don't think I can tell them to you, Sir Philip; but they are quite impossible for me to forget." "Then I think you would be doing better to tell me," said he, gently. He pulled a chair forward, sat down close to Janetta, and quietly laid his hand upon hers. "Now, what are they--these reasons?" he asked. Her seat was lower than his chair, and she was obliged to lift her eyes when she looked at him. His face compelled truthfulness. And Janetta was wise enough to know whom she might trust. "If I speak frankly, will you forgive me?" she said. "If you will speak frankly, I shall esteem it a great honor." "Then," said Janetta, bravely, "one of my reasons is this. You are most kind, and I know
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