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k of me?' 'Thinks you very handsome and astonishing, and me very idiotic and natural, and that there is a great deal of bother in the world, and that my noble relatives will lay the blame of it on her. No, dear, not all that; but she talked very sensibly to me, and kindly. You know she is called a philosopher: nobody knows how deep-hearted she is, though. My mother is true as steel. I can't separate the kindness from the sense, or I would tell you all she said. When I say kindness, I don't mean any "Oh, my child," and tears, and kisses, and maundering, you know. You mustn't mind her thinking me a little fool. You want to know what she thinks of you. She said nothing to hurt you, Evan, and we have gained ground so far, and now we'll go and face our enemies. Uncle Mel expects to hear about your appointment, in a day or two, and----' 'Oh, Rose!' Evan burst out. 'What is it?' 'Why must I owe everything to you?' 'Why, dear? Why, because, if you do, it's very much better than your owing it to anybody else. Proud again?' Not proud: only second fiddle. 'You know, dear Evan, when two people love, there is no such thing as owing between them.' 'Rose, I have been thinking. It is not too late. I love you, God knows! I did in Portugal: I do now--more and more. But Oh, my bright angel!' he ended the sentence in his breast. 'Well? but--what?' Evan sounded down the meaning of his 'but.' Stripped of the usual heroics, it was, 'what will be thought of me?' not a small matter to any of us. He caught a distant glimpse of the little bit of bare selfishness, and shrank from it. 'Too late,' cried Rose. 'The battle has commenced now, and, Mr. Harrington, I will lean on your arm, and be led to my dear friends yonder. Do they think that I am going to put on a mask to please them? Not for anybody! What they are to know they may as well know at once.' She looked in Evan's face. 'Do you hesitate?' He felt the contrast between his own and hers; between the niggard spirit of the beggarly receiver, and the high bloom of the exalted giver. Nevertheless, he loved her too well not to share much of her nature, and wedding it suddenly, he said: 'Rose; tell me, now. If you were to see the place where I was born, could you love me still?' 'Yes, Evan.' 'If you were to hear me spoken of with contempt--' 'Who dares?' cried Rose. 'Never to me!' 'Contempt of what I spring from, Rose. Names used... Names are used ...'
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