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s of misery; he saw the noblest and most intelligent of them filling humble stations, and elevating the low and degraded ones; he remembered his good father, whose last years were embittered by a proud and wilful wife; he remembered his sister, a creature all light and joy, vilely deceived and forever disgraced; he remembered finally that angelic half of his own being snatched from the world when she had just touched her lips to the cup of happiness.... Creation suddenly presented itself before him in a terrible aspect; beings pitilessly devouring each other; the stronger constantly pushing the weaker to the wall--all deceived by the illusion of happiness which is beyond the reach of any, working, suffering for the advantage of other species, and these for still others, and so on to infinity! The world, in fine, appeared to him like an immense fraud, a place of torment for all living beings, more cruel still for those gifted with consciousness; absolute happiness for the All-existent because It is and ever will be: absolute misery for individuals, because they will eternally be created anew to suffer and to die. Before that terrible picture which he saw in the intensest light, his soul was tormented, and a shudder of horror shook his frame. "My God! my God! why hast thou forsaken me?" his trembling lips repeated again and again, and a wrenching sob which had been gathering for some time in the depths of his breast suddenly burst forth. The minister opened his eyes; in affright. "Man alive!" said he, "you spend your life either laughing or crying." "That is true," replied the secretary, raising his handkerchief to his eyes. END OF THE NOVEL. FOOTNOTES: [1] Foolish maiden. [2] She says _Usted esta_ instead of _tu estas_. [3] Galicia is the northwestern province of Spain. [4] Using _Usted_, contraction for _Vuestra merced_; literally, your grace. [5] Brigadier-General Rivera's widow, Miguel's step-mother. [6] _El buen Retiro_, a public park and drive in Madrid, formerly the pleasure ground of the Spanish kings. [7] _El reservado del Suizo._ [8] Lady-killers, literally, drivers of cattle. [9] _Hasta manana_, literally, till morning. [10] Dollars: _pesos duros_ or _pesos fuertos_ is the full expression. It contains twenty _reales_. [11] Twenty-five dollars. [12] Equivalent to Mr. Such-an-one. [13] Sweetmeats made of flour, sugar, and rose-water. [14] Academia de Estado M
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