We've got a
heap of things. Just look at him!"
He smiled over his load with anxious eyes upon our faces.
"Ten separate parcels," he said, appealing for Rachel's sympathy. "I'm
doing my best not to complain."
And rather adroitly he contrived to let two of them slip, and captured
Rachel to assist him.
He didn't relinquish her again.
Sec. 5
The Fuerstin and I followed them along the broad, pleasant, tree-lined
street towards the railway station.
"A boy of that age ought not to marry a girl of that age," said the
Fuerstin, breaking a silence.
I didn't answer.
"Well?" she said, domineering.
"My dear cousin," I said, "I know all that you have in your mind. I
admit--I covet her. You can't make me more jealous than I am. She's
clean and sweet--it is marvellous how the God of the rest of the world
can have made a thing so brave and honest and wonderful. She's better
than flowers. But I think I'm going away to-night, nevertheless."
"You don't mean you're going to carry chivalry to the point of giving
that boy a chance--for he hasn't one while you're about."
"No. You see--I want to give Rachel a chance. You know as well as I
do--the things in my mind."
"That you've got to forget."
"That I don't forget."
"That you're bound in honor to forget. And who could help you better?"
"I'm going," I said and then, wrathfully, "If you think I want to use
Rachel as a sort of dressing--for my old sores----"
I left the sentence unfinished.
"Oh _nonsense_!" cried the Fuerstin, and wouldn't speak to me again until
we got to that entirely Teutonic "art" station that is not the least
among the sights of Worms.
"Sores, indeed!" said the Fuerstin presently, as we walked up the end of
the platform.
"There's nothing," said the Fuerstin, with an unusual note of petulance,
"she'd like better."
"I can't think what men are coming to," she went on. "You're in love
with her, or you wouldn't be so generous. And she's head over heels with
you. And here you are! I'll give you one more chance----"
"I won't take it," I interrupted. "It isn't fair. I tell you I won't
take it. I'll go two days earlier to prevent you. Unless you promise
me---- Of course I see how things are with her. She's not a sphinx. But
it isn't fair. It isn't. Not to her, or to him--or myself. _He's_ got
some claims. He's got more right to her than I...."
"A boy like that! No man has any rights about women--until he's thirty.
And as for me
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