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ties of seeing it, of course, but somehow I never took them--and I dislike the subject of the play greatly now." There was a certain vehemence in his voice. "Why?" the Canon asked. "I remember my wife was very fond of it." "I think it morbid and dangerous. There are troubles enough in life without adding to them such a hateful notion as a--a haunting; a horrible thing that--" he looked round with a sort of questioning gaze in his dark eyes--"that must be an impossibility." "I don't know," the Canon said, without observing the glance. "I don't know. A sin may well haunt a man." "Perhaps. But only as a memory, not as a jingle of bells, not as a definite noise, like a noise a man may hear in the street any day. That must be impossible. Now--don't you say so?" Lily, on her sofa, had noticed the very peculiar excitement of the young doctor's manner, and that his denial was really delivered in the form of an ardent interrogation. But the Canon's mind was not so alert after the strain of pulpit oratory. He was calmly unaware of any personal thrill in the discussion. "I would not be sure," he said. "God may have what men would call supernatural ways of punishment as well as natural ones." "I decline to believe in the supernatural," Maurice said, rather harshly. "Granted that these bells might ring in a man's mind, so that he believed that his ears actually heard them. That would be just as bad for him." "Then, I suppose, he is a madman," Lily said. Maurice started round on his chair. "That's a--a rather shocking presumption, isn't it?" he exclaimed. "Well," the Canon said, knocking the ashes slowly out of his pipe, "if you exclude the supernatural in such a case, and come upon the natural, I must say I think Lily is not far wrong. The man who hears perpetually a non-existent sound connected with some incident of his past will at any rate soon be on the highway to insanity, I fancy." Maurice said nothing for a moment, but Lily noticed that he looked deeply disturbed. His lips were pressed together. His eyes shone with excitement, and his pale forehead frowned. In the short silence that followed on the Canon's remark, he seemed to be thinking steadfastly. At last he lifted up his head with a jerk and said: "A man may have a strong imagination, without being a madman, Canon. He may choose to translate a mere memory into a sound-companion, just as men often choose to play with their fancies in vario
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