FREE BOOKS

Author's List




PREV.   NEXT  
|<   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   >>  
isunderstanding between herself and Ezra. "Even when he was young," she told her listener often, "he was shy and proud. And he would think I had treated him as though he had been the dirt beneath my feet. I did. I did. He will never forgive me. Never, never." She always cried afresh tempestuously at this, but when the first passion of her grief had worn itself out she came back to her story and lauded Ezra without stint. He was proud, oh yes, he was proud, but then it was not in a way to hurt anybody. He joined in the sports of the other young men when she was quite a girl, a mere chit of a thing, my dear, and he was master of them all. Then Ruth chimed in. And so was Reuben now. Reuben was not like the rest of them. He was their master in everything, and everybody who was old enough to remember said that he was more like his uncle than like his father even. The duet of praise, accompanied by the old maid's tears, murmured along for an hour. "You will meet him now?" Ruth suggested, rather timidly. "You will be friends again?" "We could never bear to meet each other," cried Rachel. "How could I come before him?" Then, "I must go away." "No, no," Ruth pleaded, "you must not go away. You must stay here. You must be friends again. What shall we tell him, dear? He has found the letter at last, and he sends to you. Can you let him think that you are still against him?" "No," said Rachel, almost wildly. "You will tell him I went away because I could not bear to see him. I ought to have known him too well to have thought so basely of him." "It was his duty to speak to you. It was less your fault than his. It was nobody's fault. It was a disaster." Ruth thought poorly of Ezra's tactics as a lover, but she was not bent on expressing her own opinions. Reuben would never have acted in such a way. He would have known at least whether his letter had been received or no. Would any _man_ take silent contempt as a final answer from the woman he loved? It was the man's real business to come conquering, whatever airs of gentleness he might wear. And animated by these reflections the girl became filled with impatience at the old maid's self-upbraidings. She was sorry, sorry with all her heart, for both, but if there were fault at all it lay on Ezra's side. "I shall see him in the morning," she said, finally, thinking of Reuben. "He will go to his uncle." "Child," said Aunt Rachel, with the beginning of a return to her old
PREV.   NEXT  
|<   107   108   109   110   111   112   113   114   115   116   117   118   119   120   121   122   123   124   125   >>  



Top keywords:
Reuben
 

Rachel

 

friends

 
master
 
letter
 
thought
 

return

 

basely

 

upbraidings

 

thinking


wildly
 
finally
 

morning

 

beginning

 

filled

 

received

 

business

 

conquering

 

contempt

 

answer


opinions
 

poorly

 

tactics

 
disaster
 

silent

 
reflections
 
expressing
 

gentleness

 

animated

 

impatience


passion

 

lauded

 
joined
 
sports
 

tempestuously

 
listener
 

isunderstanding

 

treated

 

afresh

 

forgive


beneath

 

timidly

 
suggested
 

pleaded

 
murmured
 
chimed
 

praise

 

accompanied

 
remember
 

father