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Then go." "But there ain't nowhere to go, and--Oh, I say, Mayne Gordon, what is a fellow to do?" "Do what I do," I said, quickly. "What's that?" "Trust to Mr Gunson the same as we have done before." "Thank you, Mayne Gordon," said Gunson, laying his hand on my shoulder; "but I hardly like exposing you to risk." "The danger has not come yet," I said, smiling, though I confess to feeling uncomfortable. "Perhaps it never will." "At any rate we must be prepared," said Gunson. "Only to think of it! What a little thing influences our careers! I little fancied when I protected that poor little fellow on board the steamer, that in so doing I was jeopardising my prospects just when I was about to make the success of my life." "It is unfortunate," I said. "Unfortunate, boy?--it is maddening. But for this I should once more have been a rich man." I looked at him curiously, and he saw it. "Yes," he said, laughingly, "once more a rich man." "Is one any the happier for being rich?" I said. "Not a bit, my lad. I was rich once, and was a miserable idiot. Mayne, I left college to find myself suddenly in possession of a good fortune," he continued, pausing excitedly now, and speaking quicker, for Esau had strolled off to a little distance with Quong. "Instead of making good use of it, I listened to a contemptible crew who gathered about me, and wasted my money rapidly in various kinds of gambling, so that at the end of a year I was not only penniless, but face to face with half a dozen heavy debts of honour which I knew I must pay or be disgraced. Bah! why am I telling you all this?" "No, no; don't stop," I said eagerly; "tell me all." "Well," he said, "I will; for I like you, Mayne, and have from the day we first met on board the _Albatross_. It may be a warning to you. No: I will not insult you by thinking you could ever grow up as I did. For to make up for my losings, I wildly plunged more deeply into the wretched morass, and then in my desperation went to my sister and mother for help." "And they helped you?" I said, for he paused. "Of course, for they loved me in spite of my follies. It was for the last time, I told them, and they signed away every shilling of their fortunes, Mayne, to enable me to pay my debts. And then--" "And then?" I said, for he had paused again. "And then I had the world before me, Mayne," he said, sadly. "I was free, but I had set myself the task of
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