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taken feeling of pity I refrained), that your mere touch _sickened_ me? Then you stooped, and he thought--you know what he thought--and yet," cries Molly, with a gesture of aversion, "how could he have thought it possible that I should allow _you_ of _all men_ to--kiss me?" "Why speak of what I so well know?" interrupts he hoarsely, with bent head and averted eyes. "You seldom spare me. You are angered, and for what? Because you still hanker after a man who flung you away,--you, for whose slightest wish I would risk my all. For a mere chimera, a fancy, a fear only half developed, he renounced you." "Say nothing more," says Molly, with pale lips and eyes large and dark through regretful sorrow; "not another word. I think he acted rightly. He thought I was false, and so thinking he was right to renounce. I do not say this in his defense or because--or for any reason only----" She pauses. "Why not continue? Because you--love him still." "Well, and why not?" says Molly. "Why should I deny my love for him? Can any shame be connected with it? Yes," murmurs she, her sweet eyes filling with tears, her small clasped hands trembling, "though he and I can never be more to each other than we now are, I tell you I love him as I never have and never shall love again." "It is a pity that such love as yours should have no better return," says he, with an unlovely laugh. "Luttrell appears to bear his fate with admirable equanimity." "You are incapable of judging such a nature as his," returns she, disdainfully. "He is all that is gentle, and true, and noble: while you----" She stops abruptly, causing a pause that is more eloquent than words, and, with a distant bow, hurries from the room. Philip's star to-day is not in the ascendant. Even as he stands crushed by Molly's bitter reproaches, Marcia, with her heart full of a settled revenge toward him, is waiting outside her grandfather's door for permission to enter. That unlucky shadow of a kiss last night has done as much mischief as half a dozen real kisses. It has convinced Marcia of the truth of that which for weeks she has been vainly struggling to disbelieve, namely, Philip's mad infatuation for Molly. Now all doubt is at an end, and in its place has fallen a despair more terrible than any uncertainty. All the anguish of a heart rejected, that is still compelled to live on loving its rejector, has been hers for the past two months, and it has told upon her slo
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