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A sense of unreality that was, paradoxically, stronger than reality itself came over her, a sense of fitness, of harmony. And for the moment an imagination, ever straining at its leash, was allowed to soar. It was Chiltern who broke the silence. "What a wonderful bowl!" he said. "It has been in my father's family a great many years. He was very fond of it," she answered, and with a sudden, impulsive movement she reached over and set the bowl aside. "That's better," he declared, "much as I admire the bowl, and the roses." She coloured faintly, and smiled. The feast of reason that we are impatiently awaiting is deferred. It were best to attempt to record the intangible things; the golden-green light, the perfumes, and the faint musical laughter which we can hear if we listen. Thalia's laughter, surely, not Clio's. Thalia, enamoured with such a theme, has taken the stage herself--and as Vesta, goddess of hearths. It was Vesta whom they felt to be presiding. They lingered, therefore, over the coffee, and Chiltern lighted a cigar. He did not smoke cigarettes. "I've lived long enough," he said, "to know that I have never lived at all. There is only one thing in life worth having." "What is it?" asked Honora. "This," he answered, with a gesture; "when it is permanent." She smiled. "And how is one to know whether it would be--permanent?" "Through experience and failure," he answered quickly, "we learn to distinguish the reality when it comes. It is unmistakable." "Suppose it comes too late?" she said, forgetting the ancient verse inscribed in her youthful diary: "Those who walk on ice will slide against their wills." "To admit that is to be a coward," he declared. "Such a philosophy may be fitting for a man," she replied, "but for a woman--" "We are no longer in the dark ages," he interrupted. "Every one, man or woman, has the right to happiness. There is no reason why we should suffer all our lives for a mistake." "A mistake!" she echoed. "Certainly," he said. "It is all a matter of luck, or fate, or whatever you choose to call it. Do you suppose, if I could have found fifteen years ago the woman to have made me happy, I should have spent so much time in seeking distraction?" "Perhaps you could not have been capable of appreciating her--fifteen years ago," suggested Honora. And, lest he might misconstrue her remark, she avoided his eyes. "Perhaps," he admitted. "But suppose I have foun
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