would even hesitate? Curiosity seized Euphrasia
with the intensity of a passion. Who was this woman? When and where had
he seen her? Ripton could not have produced her--for it was
characteristic of Euphrasia that no girl of her acquaintance was worthy
to be raised to such a height; Austen's wife would be an unknown of ideal
appearance and attainments. Hence indignation rocked Euphrasia, and
doubts swayed her. In this alone she had been an idealist, but she might
have known that good men were a prey to the unworthy of the opposite sex.
She glanced at Austen's face, and he smiled at her gently, as though he
divined something of her thoughts.
"If it isn't your fault, that you're not happy, then the matter's easily
mended," she said.
He shook his head at her, as though in reproof.
"Was yours--easily mended?" he asked.
Euphrasia was silent a moment.
"He never knew," she repeated, in a low voice.
"Well, Phrasie, it looks very much as if we were in the same boat," he
said.
Euphrasia's heart gave a bound.
"Then you haven't spoke!" she cried; "I knew you hadn't. I--I was a
woman--but sometimes I've thought I'd ought to have given him some sign.
You're a man, Austen; thank God for it, you're a man. If a man loves a
woman, he's only got to tell her so."
"It isn't as simple as that," he answered.
Euphrasia gave him a startled glance.
"She ain't married?" she exclaimed.
"No," he said, and laughed in spite of himself.
Euphrasia breathed again. For Sarah Austen had had a morality of her own,
and on occasions had given expression to extreme views.
"She's not playin' with you?" was Euphrasia's next question, and her tone
boded ill to any young person who would indulge in these tactics with
Austen.
He shook his head again, and smiled at her vehemence.
"No, she's not playing with me--she isn't that kind. I'd like to tell
you, but I can't--I can't. It was only because you guessed that I said
anything about it." He disengaged his hand, and rose, and patted her on
the cheek. "I suppose I had to tell somebody," he said, "and you seemed,
somehow, to be the right person, Phrasie."
Euphrasia rose abruptly and looked up intently into his face. He thought
it strange afterwards, as he drove along the dark roads, that she had not
answered him.
Even though the matter were on the knees of the gods, Euphrasia would
have taken it thence, if she could. Nor did Austen know that she shared
with him, that night,
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